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MOVEDMOVED!

2009-02-18T21:08:00.000+08:00

OK MOVED MOVED MOVED FOR REAL!

MOVED MOVED MOVED!

2009-02-18T00:11:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time sweethearts. Busy with school, and some other social activities so I haven't actually really had the time to or energy or motivation to sit down and blog. Anyway, I've decided finally to move. Yes move away from here, start anew and have a new lease of life.

So yes I'm working on my new blog.(: Should be up in a bit. Take care, see you all and thanks for being such loyal readers. XOXO!

♥lovecharm.

The Killing Blow.

2009-02-05T01:27:00.002+08:00

~~Fuck. What have I just done? My life = One Big Mess.~~

[EDIT]

Scratch that. Why the hell am I blaming myself what you've done to me. Dayum I really wasn't thinking straight last night. Gosh I'm really tired of people thinking what a fantastic God-fearing, law abiding and most of all kind and benevolent man you are. Can there be anyone whose more hypocritical than you are. *cough* 100% Pharisee *cough cough* Wait till they find out that you personify, Slimeball. Yup. I'm tired of censoring my words out here, and this time I've come to the end of my tether, literally. Last night was basically symbolic of me breaking free. Yeah sure you think you're fucking smart making life a super bitch for me, using reverse psychology to try and make me do what you want. I'm sorry to say that I can see through your simple ploys, and you disgust me you snivelling coward. What a jerk-off. When I do get to you...you'll be effing sorry that you ever crossed me this way.

And if I can't finish my final script on time, it's your bloody fault you unreasonable bloody asshole. Now how about you do me a favour, and go to hell.

Anger, not red hot but ice cold.

Cry on cue.

2009-02-01T17:26:00.006+08:00

It's been some time and I've been strangled by project deadlines and other issues. Chinese New Year was really low key this year, not that I mind. Being so tired out didn't make me feel any more sociable to people I see like once a year.

I love mandarin oranges and my darling peels them the best.

Went to film at Fari's house on the eve of Chinese New Year.
I'm having trouble trying to decide which one's cuter...
Very, very tired looking us. But thanks so much Tom and Gera for helping out on such short notice and my darling for keeping me grounded always.

CNY Day 1 was spend shuttling between the grandmothers.
And I seriously don't know what was happening here. HAHA!

CNY Day 2 I think we covered like 7 houses in total. So tired out!
My mom can't take a proper picture for nuts.
My dad never waits for us to look in his direction.
The only nice one. Sigh the dog's so good natured!

I really wanna go horseriding by the seaside with flowers braided in my hair and the sea breeze tickling my senses. No more of school and horrible fights please, my heart and soul can only take so much. I've never felt the lack of motivation more than last night. Why does it always have to be this way? Party pooper, wet blanket number 1. I don't cry often but when I do, it's bad I hate it.

1684.

HIHI!

2009-01-31T01:16:00.001+08:00

BUSYBUSYBUSY LIKE A BEE!

Promise to blog soon darlings.(:

Weekend Social Butterfly.

2009-01-19T23:05:00.012+08:00

Because I haven't been out much. A night out with the friends and darling makes me dizzy and trippy like that. Sushi Tei for Lyn's 20th. I think we very much laughed the whole place down. Loud is us. Pictures time.

Group photo like nice!Lyn is happy with her present. Jam is happier.Strawberry Cheesecake.
Look at her grinning away.(:
OMG. Nipples on fire. HAHAHAHA. This was super hilarious.
Wish...And then wish somemore...

A good blowjob always does the trick.

Lyn so enthu about her cake. HAHAHA!
Happy Birthday Carolyn!

And because we are girls...

The Boyfriendband.

To Butter Factory and since it was her big day Lyn got to ride in my car. Well, she's kinda the only one who also hasn't had a taste of my driving skills. ^^

Everyone got drink, drank, drunk and I ended up in tears outside for awhile. Not because I was drunk, not because of a fight but yeah I hate to cry in public. I hardly cry. Ever. Sorry if I scared you some sweetheart, really didn't mean to. =x

Hazel, Mel, Lyn, Angela and Charm. (:
Some tender loving care.
We didn't take any pictures at Butter very surprisingly. This was from some girl's camera. She wanted to take a picture of us. It turned out to be Cheryl's friend's friend and Cheryl found our picture on facebook.

Saturday was my day of rest like finally after a hellish week. Met up with Angela in the evening to film our Slinger's game. This time we got Media Passes. What a breeze! Was super tiring but I think I got quite a bit of good footage. YAY!(: Although I almost got hit by a player and had many near misses by the ball because I was sitting right under the basketball net.
My pass stole all the limelight!
Photoshoot much?!

Picked up Ed first and met up again with Leo and Angela for supper at Simpang. Simpang boys dropped by to say hello.(:
We ordered Tom Yum Chicken Soup. Yummmmy!

Leo's burger which tasted surprisingly yummy and Angela's Nasi Goreng Ikan Bilis Perdas with Egg.

My Sambal Seafood Nasi Goreng and Ed's Nasi Goreng Pattaya.

Finally received my belated Christmas present from sweetheart. BAXX hoodie yo. Love, love, love it!(: It's so white, warm and pretty. Just afraid it'd get dirty fast. Gotta be careful where I lean against and what I do. Thanks manymany darling! Appreciate all the 'pain and trouble' you went through to get it for me, and the effort put into the little note as well. Charm's mighty impressed!

Super hungry. Had a very early dinner at 6p.m. Shall go shower, and get something to eat and sleep. Sigh, sending my sister to school every morning leaves me exhausted because my sleep's broken and I can't get back to sleep after. School's still a bitch so can't wait for it to be all over so I can be the slacker that I excel at. Nighters!

I'm awake but my world is half asleep.

HIATUS.

2009-01-14T16:43:00.004+08:00

Charm's sick. For the better part of a week already. Sucks because this is crazy deadline week. Anyhow, this calls for a hiatus. I will be back, better...literally speaking. HAHA. Promise to blog when possible. Take care kiddos!^^

STRESSBALLS

2009-01-07T23:45:00.001+08:00

I think I need some of these. Stressballs. I might just end up squeezing them so hard they disintegrate or something though. School's a bitch, my life keeps fcking up and I have a non existant social life. Does it get any better?

Cannot find my APEL portfolio, think it's due next week and damn if I really cannot find it I'll probably have to do up a new one. Must be somewhere...

5 months as of today. Would love doing a more wordy post but I'm so tired and not in the right mood right now. But I love you baby, so very much. You make me all trippy and fall over and over again. Not that I mind. Thanks for being there. Study hard and make me proud. Welcome to twenty 09' we've got a whole year ahead of us. XOXO! (:

It's personal, myself and I. We got some straightening out to do.

Curly fries

2009-01-03T20:12:00.003+08:00

I'm really craving for Curly Fries from A&W right now. Why do they not have A&W in Singapore anymore. I would most certainly be a regular patron. Bummer!

Media law project's such a bitch seriously. At least I'm done with APEL. Still cannot find my freaking portfolio, I need to find it ASAP. Searched my whole room to no avail. I don't wanna buy a new one and re-do it. Troublesome much? =/

My parents are asking me what my plans are after graduation, and I don't know, I really don't wanna think about it yet. Like I don't have enough stress and I don't wanna do well for this last semester. They want to sell my car, unless I start work and take over the installments. Like seriously I don't even depend on them anymore anyway, not even for allowance. Why should they control the way I spend if the money's not theirs anyway. I can't understand. Not like I have the time to spend that much on anything anymore anyway. Plus if I don't have a car I'll just keep up my cabbing habit. I would most certainly start work if I had the time/energy without a doubt but then my friends probably won't even get to see me anymore, like I don't already hang out with my friends rare enough.

WOW to the start of such a wonderful year. I know I am being so optimistic here. Sigh, I think I need some cheering up.

25 mintues too late.

Baibai 2008.

2008-12-31T03:22:00.006+08:00

2008's coming to a close and I bid it a fond farewell. It's been a year of ups and downs, but I hope somehow I've found a balance. I have to say I've learnt alot from new relationships/friendships/associations with people. I've learnt tons from internship and though I kind of hated all the crap that was dumped on me, it was certainly an experience.

I found love this year, and cynic that I am it has to be one of the awesomest feelings in the world always having someone there for you who understands you to a T.

All in all, HAPPY NEW YEAR kiddos and here's to 2009 being way better and a fulfilling year ahead. Let's enjoy the last day of '08 while it lasts. XOXO!

Agnes B charm bracelet from my aunt when she got back from her HK trip. Possibly the prettiest trinket I got for Christmas.

Christmas was so low key this year, for once I didn't have any plans. Felt kinda weird. No partying, drinks, or anything...just plain old chilling out. Fun in its own way, and suited me just fine as tired out from school as I was.
I like my glittery top hat. Though why it keeps condensing water inside I don't know. =/
At Ed's place before we go for supper!

The silly silly things we do...

Finally got my macbook.(: Feels good using a computer which doesn't take eons to start up.

Feeling kinda bummed right now because I can't access the APEL website and I'm really hoping it's not really closed yet because I don't wanna have to repeat a whole semester just because I failed APEL due to a stupid mistake. There's school tomorrow so I better shower and get something to settle my stomach because it's rumbling. Possibly will check again tomorrow if I can access it or else I'm pretty much dead and I think we'll start holding a protest with the rest of the people who haven't completed yet. I think getting us to come back to school on New Year's Eve is kinda sick. Pfft. But what to do I can't afford to skip anymore law lessons. Plus scriptwriting beats is due Friday. I feel tired just thinking of it.

7 weeks to the end of school. Please let it not be any more painful than it has to be.

You're the missin' piece I need. The song inside of me.

3 events 1 shot.

2008-12-27T21:05:00.001+08:00

So this post was supposed to be up way before Christmas Day but then stuff got delayed and I've been way too busy. MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone though. Here's pictures from whenever and I already have more, but that will have to wait till a later post.(:
We are so broke we only eat radish strands.
And there's never been a cuter. Only Jackie darling can pull this off looking so adorable.

At the last event Fari and I had to cover for Broadcast Journalism last Saturday.
100 X Strut, Fashion/Music Charity event. Models walked while bands played.
We were both super dead tired by this time, but there's always a photo taking opportunity.
You go Jane!^^

Fari doesn't look like she's got anymore makeup. LOL. Well it was our last event after all and we were crazy tired. =/ Took me longer to memorize my PTC because my brain was so laggy.

My poor sick darling. Thanks for helping us out the whole day once again although you were sick. You're the bestest!
Sitting on the floor while waiting. And yes I'm aware there's a run in my stockings...

Bumped into Reza, Hirzi, Mun & Sany at 100 X Strut as well and we were rowdy noisy people as usual. That's CMM for you.

Day after tomorrow it's back to school and a mad rush begins to finish the rest of the deadlines. Have I mentioned I really hate school lately?

Wanted to go for Corsten today but I'm too dead tired and lazy. Bummer. Was really looking forward to hearing him play again. =/

If you'll be my santa I'll make you melt.

Cos you had a bad day...

2008-12-18T01:54:00.008+08:00

The days are getting colder now...

Been spending too much time in school, and not enough time with my loved ones, or even myself. Sucks big time really. Gera darling I'm so glad you're safe back from Dubai, sorry couldn't make it for dinner today. Not a teenager anymore! The big 20 is here. LOL. I still am missing you loads. Chronically. I hope you had a good birthday though! ((:

Mum just got back from HK and she got me perfume. Delicious Night from DKNY.

Really like the bottle because it's purple and everyone knows that's my favourite colour. Exceedingly sweet, but I like that the scent takes some time to wear off. I could get used to this, but I still like my Envy Me the most.

Went to a professional basketball game Tuesday for the first time in my life. We were actually planning to cover the even but because of some permission screw up which put me in quite a bad mood we didn't manage to. Bummer! Didn't let the tickets go to waste however, we enjoyed it the best we could.

The Slingers in action.
Angela, Fari & I.
Down at the court mingling.
Shane McDonald. The girls wanted to take a picture with him because they thought he was a cutie and to prove to Cheryl there was HAM around. HAHA!
Fari and I with Daren Ng. I swear he's an kickass shooter.
Fari and I with the tallllllllest dude in the Singapore Slingers. He's 221 fricking cm, I don't even reach his shoulder.
Originally wanted to take a picture with my favourite player, Eric Sandrin the dude in the centre but I don't know how the rest got in...He said they'd be my bodyguards. LOL. My camera conked out then so this was from Angela's phone.

And a short video of the game for you guys to watch.(:

Seriously miss my bballing days. =/

Damn you asshole for making life for me so difficult. Quit shifting the blame and using big words on me which I bet half of, you don't even understand. Please that's so pathetic. Shan't waste any more of my words about you. Just know that you don't have my respect, never have. Ew.

Bad stuff's been happening so much nowadays, I get pissed off super easily and it my nerves are rubbed raw. Guess I should apologise in advance should I happen to piss anyone off, my tolerance is usually pretty high and PMS is not doing anything to help.

What would I do without you my darling? Je'taime.

You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost.

Get Loose.

2008-12-10T23:38:00.005+08:00

EH HELLO! Scriptwriting's overoverover, I just hope I did okay. 1 hour is totally not enough, wrote until my fingers went numb. Also caught a show today. Bolt in 3D. Cutesy and pretty good graphics. I like 3D movies, they're so funz. Anyhow, Steve Aoki was dope good sunday night. Insane packed to the max and there wasn't even enough space to stand let alone shuffle. Kept getting body slammed, pushed around left, right, centre and I was itching to punch the next person who rudely hit me already accidental or not. Now you know why fights start in clubs. Geez.

Was super happy to run into quite a number of friends some of whom I haven't seen in eons. Yippee! My only lament is that I kinda forgot to take pictures of them, anyway it was too crowded. LoL.
Fullhouse baby!!
Whoops my aiming damn off.
Oh yes you can see how squashed we were...

Zouk = Best lights ever!
Shake and Pop, very shaky pictures of Mr Pillowface.
Hole-In-One, you like?(:

Met Rach and Cheryl darling outside, because I wasn't going to be insane and squeeze all the way to the front to search for them earlier.

All in all, Aoki was totally worth getting squashed boobs and paying the 35 dollar entrance fee for. HAHAHA! No seriously, he's a crowd player and it was like attending a life concert. Ferry Corsten 27th December let's! Heard him play last Christmas and he's coming back again, awesome!

Enough partying for now till then I need to finish all my work and deadlines so I can enjoy Christmas. Editing in school tomorrow and I'm worried because I can't exactly remember how to use Avid. Tummy starting to grumble, I've to get something to eat.

Are you hoping for a miracle? It's not enough.

Boa Constrictor

2008-12-05T23:47:00.007+08:00

I'm very tired. Exhausted really. There's so much I wanna blog about, but I don't have the mood/time/energy to do so. School's like a boa constrictor around my neck. Scriptwriting next week, I need to start studying. And covering events for Broadcast Journalism worries me. How the hell are 2 classes going to share 5 cameras to cover events. Irony is there's only 5 HD cameras this week, from next week onwards its only 2. Seriously, can't we afford more cameras? What do we pay school fees for? Anyway, if anyone has any interesting events you think you'd want coverage let me know. Kthnx.

Ravaged I am. Need to get away. Need to feel happy. I'm stressed and frustrated... Can you tell?

I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away.

Zirca!

2008-11-29T01:15:00.006+08:00

Ed and I went down for Zirca's opening yesterday. Freaking licking crowded, when I drove past to go to Novotel to park...the crowd was already stretching all the way till the taxi stand. We were so not gonna queue. Bumped into Gene outside and he got us in thank god. We both hate having to queue, heh. Ran into a couple of familiar faces inside as well.(:

Anyway, the basic design of the club's pretty much the same. Decor's some what flashier with LED lights all over the place and a way too small dance floor. with two small square podiums at the front. It's probably a quarter of what MOS's used to be. Insane, there's hardly any space to shuffle, especially if its going to be as crowded as it was yesterday, kept bumping into people. We both don't really like the whole sleazy, trashy sex symbol kind of concept though, especially with skimply clad girls dancing around on a raised podium and this see through square plastic container thing filled with water. Kept getting sprayed by the water, pretty annoying. But sex sells, all the time.

Scares me a bit really. Like as if something's swimming around.
MEOW!!! Tom this is for you, LOL!
You can see the DJ booth from here.
Darling and I. I look pretty tan for once, must be the lighting.
The guy is one helluva fantastic dancer I must say.
Drummerz.
Purple LED lights, my fave!
Ran into Leraine as well. Well actually she saw me first. Haha!
The ceiling.

Left around half past 12 because the music was getting bad, some irritating indian dude stepped on my foot and it was hurting, we were starving and pretty tired.
Do you spy what I spy?

Simpang for supper and met up with my homie and Vic for awhile. Been ages since I saw them and I miss them so much. Need to catch up with them soon, I hope.

All in all, I must say I had a pretty fun day yesterday! Well, I generally have fun when I'm with my sweetheart. Heh. ((:

Told you you weren't sorry, and I was proved right today. I've no idea why you're being so damn unreasonable. It's not like I'm out having fun, I'm doing my damn project for heaven's sake. You just had to wait till she was out of the way before you got back at us didn't you. If it's one person I hate and won't ever be able to forgive it has to be you. Everytime I think I've forgiven you, you'll just fuck things up again. I'm sick of this.

Thank you, thanks for turning me into such a cold person. Thanks for making me strong so that when I walk away from you all, I won't regret.

Out.

Maybe if we both lived in a different world.

Busy like a bee.

2008-11-22T16:53:00.003+08:00

HI ALL!(: I'm really sorry I haven't been updating much. School's been a killer and I'm so tired everyday, it's insane. Plus I've been addicted to Cabal, which I play to destress whenever I can. Hahaha.

I promise some proper updates as soon as I can. And besties specifically Tonia Ng, Gloria Lim and Geraldine Yong...we've to hang out proper! It's been too long and I miss you guys mad. ): We've all been caught up in our own lives and I think it's time we met up to update one another. Love you guys loads.

Just finished filming at Bollywood Veggies for my magazine programme yesterday and I think it went pretty okay. Didn't rain and I had two of the best crew ever. Thanks Keith and Jon so much for helping out. We had quite a bit of fun didn't we. I'm just hoping the footage we took's usable and we don't have to go film again.

Gotta go get started on my script writing proposal which's due on Monday and I don't even have a clue where to start. Yep, I wasn't kidding when I said I'm all about school work now. It's just non stop deadlines.

p.s.: I need to party. 7th December Steve Aoki anyone?(:

Shake it like a pompom.

Salt on wound.

2008-11-16T01:43:00.004+08:00

You say you're sorry? I don't think so. You love us? Don't tell us fcking lies. How does it feel like to have the power of ego above us? You do this to prove your manhood? Know that I don't really give a shit. I am sorely tired of giving in, obeying and always being in the wrong although I am right. What a contradiction, no?

I won't make excuses for my behaviour, what do I have to lose anyway...you've taken it all away. Forgive and forget? Endless cycle that I now wanna break away from. Everything I say is half-truths, lies or simply alibis that I come up with to escape your wrath.

It's 1.44a.m on a Saturday night, and I can't sleep.

p.s.: I love you Charlotte and Ed.(: Thanks for being there.

And you can't stop me from falling apart, because my self destruction is all your fault.

Third time's a charm.

2008-11-10T23:33:00.004+08:00

Sorry I've been abandoning this space for way too long, it's been a tough weekend and thank God for my sweetheart, how'd I go on without you to keep me sane.

Last Friday was our 3rd. I like the number 3. It's my lucky number, and it was our table number at Blu Jaz Cafe as well. Blu Jaz has to be one of my favouritest places to chill. Reasonably priced food and good music, friendly service what more can I ask for?

L - R : My Sambal Seafood Fried Rice ( I asked for extra Sambal because it wasn't spicy enough), Ed's Creole Chicken, and we shared Zing Wings and a Salad.

Ran into Cara dear and Elton when I was just turning out to the main road, so we stopped for some pictures. HAHAHA!
Potentially nice picture, but Elton has shaky hands. I hope the one in the DSLR turned out better.
With Elton whom I never fail to see in school.
Light streaks!

Sunday had high tea at Shangri-La with my aunt at the Rose Verandah. Pretty small spread but it's all good. Think I'm addicted to the sashimi there.

Rose inspired. All the way from France and exclusively for Shangri-La. They're so dainty and pretty, you'll feel like a tai tai sipping from the delicate cup.

Sigh, saw my darling for awhile today but already I miss you tons. ):

I just wanna live while I'm alive, it's my life.

Do it again.

2008-11-05T21:04:00.005+08:00

So last Sunday we went on location recee all the way at Kranji for our Advanced TV magazine programme. Thank God I managed to finish the proposal in time and the presentation's over and done with. Had quite a lot of fun walking around the farm even though it was after a downpour and took many pretty pictures. Also got bitten by one helluva cheeky mosquito on my butt. Like of all places it had to choose my butt. Ugh. Itchy much?

Anyhow, I still haven't had the time/opportunity to take a picture of my hair, yes I've been pretty busy with school. This last semester is crazy but I'm gonna take it a step at a time. I know you can't really see my new hairstyle in the pictures I've posted up, but yeah you can roughly tell by the length and colour I guess. Will take better pictures soon, I promise.

Need some suggestions people, I'm running out of ideas for nice places to eat at and I'd be really grateful if you could give me some ideas! Singapore is just way too boring sometimes.

Let's turn this thing electric.

Going, going, gone!

2008-11-01T22:45:00.005+08:00

I just chopped 5 inches off my hair and dyed it purple which turned out super duper red. I still haven't got used to my new length. It's so short now. Kinda miss my long locks already.): But that's okay, hair will grow and mine grows fast! Pictures of my hair soon!(:

Feeling super stressed about my Advanced TV Proposal that's due next week and I haven't started yet. UGH HATE SKEWL!

And my mom just told me about her colleague's son whose in love with me and he's only 8 years old. Gosh, talk about puppy love. HAHAHA. I'm so amused.

So be still be baby.

Still a Zouk homegirl.

2008-10-27T22:47:00.005+08:00

Okay so I ended up going to Zouk last night. I'm glad I did. A relief to leave the house, go out lose myself in the music and dance hard, have the license to be crazy. (: When's the next time I'll be able to do this again I honestly wonder. The awesome lineup of DJs these coming weekends at Zouk tempt me sorely. Nick Warren and Cosmic Gate. Dayum.

Went to pick Ed up had to wait because he wasn't ready yet after falling asleep on the couch. Over to Tom's where we waited a further half an hour for him to pack his house and then headed down to Zouk. Haven't stepped into Zouk for eons and it felt a little foreign at first, have always been a Zouk homegirl. The last time was Steve Aoki and that was mid may. Aldrin didn't disappoint though, music was a little soft at first then begin to pick up.

And of course what's a clubbing trip with no pictures?
Ed and I.
Tom acting all emo.
Peekture perfect!
Our skin tone's always damn different!

I have to say his picture of the lights trumps mine! Partly because his is a pinkish purple and mine's a dullish blue. Besides the light rays are nicer in his! Yay hon you're photography skills are on the improve!

It was super smoky and so many people were walking past that Tom had to take a million times before we got the perfect one. I realise my clubbing attire has changed by leaps and bounds ever since I started to shuffle, no more pretty dresses or heels. =/

Tom act cute!! Hahaha.(x
Some random abstract picture Ed took before we left the club. Pretty interesting I must say, can you figure out what it is?

Newton for a meal to fill our tummies and then home. I was really dead tired at this point, and it so happened that we got stuck in a really bad bottle neck jam due to a bike accident on the highway. 4 lanes down to 1, took 20 minutes for me to zoom past.

Time for my shower and then to sleep because I've 9am classes 3 days in a row, and I cannot afford to let my lack of sleep accumalate. Poly people check this website out though, its a petition for cheaper bus fares. So if you do agree, SIGN IT! Take care now kiddos, I'm off!

Put your hands up!

Undecided.

2008-10-26T19:00:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow's a public holiday and so I get an extremely long weekend because I've no school on Fridays. Really glad for that. Yippee!(:

Anyhow, Public Speaking class on Thursday wasn't all that bad. Found some pretty nice group members who don't turn me off by the way they speak and they're friendly as well. I'm probably the oldest there though, and I've a CMM junior in my class as well.(: On top of that we had to give an impromptu speech on an item we dug out from this plastic bag and I got a plastic CD cover. Felt like I was just rambling on about nothing but apparently I did good enough to win myself a lollipop for best public speaker of the week. HAHAHA!
It's a really cute pop. Like a pacifier.

Friday it was all rainy, went to pick up Ed from his school and had the best tom yum noodles ever at Beauty World. Talk about spicy. You get this fiery feeling in your tummy after you finish.
Perfect rainy day meal!

Sigh, am currently still deciding if I should Zouk tonight or not. It's been ages since I've clubbed and I probably won't be able to until Zoukout in December because I can tell school's gonna be driving me crazy in awhile.

To go, or not to go?

My mind says no, my body says lets go!

Wishing this was over before it even begins.

2008-10-20T22:46:00.005+08:00

Today's the first day of school and I'm already feeling fatigued and stressed. 4 hours of Broadcast Journalism leaves me a little lost. Tomorrow we'll be having Advanced TV, for another 4 hours. Saw a coupla familiar faces in school today! Feels good bumping into my friends every now and then again. Very happy to see you Mikey! It's been such a long time. (:

Some picture's I took in my room on Saturday. Been awhile since I've camwhored, and I was really bored anyway.

I like how my headband perfectly matches my top. I think my lips look juicy and I do enjoy acting silly once in awhile.(:
I'll be your Wonder Woman.(:

I am freezing jittery cold and ravenous but I need to sleep for my 9am class tomorrow. Dilemma! I want my heater right now.

And it feels so right so don't let me go.

Need. To. Get. Out.

2008-10-17T21:11:00.004+08:00

I'm feeling uncomfortable. Not to digust, but there seems to be gobs of phgelm stuck in my throat and hindering my ability to draw air and breathe normally. Cannot, breathe. Doesn't help I'm stuck home on a friday night when I should be out having fun enjoying what's left of this pathetic 'break' and struggling with this retarded Final Report with the useless guidelines which don't make sense. I am also very hungry and dead thirsty, but I don't feel like going outside to disturb the cell group that's going on in the living room.

Oh I'm cranky indeed.

Aside from that I'm happy that I finally got to see my darling again after four agonizing days and Max Payne is a definitely a show you should watch for the effects. The plot's kind of confusing at first though, but it all works out in the end. Also, I suddenly have the urge to do something to do my hair, I haven't cut it in forever which explains the length. But yes I'm bored with it, and very tempted to chop off some inches.

Gotta get back to work. I really,really, really don't want school to start. ):

We'll be taking this to the next level tonight.

Eat, Shop, Sleep.

2008-10-13T19:45:00.027+08:00

Hey everyone! Charm's back! ((: Sorry I took so long to put this entry together. I fell sick as soon as I got back to Singapore, so been spending some time resting and recuperating. Aside from the large volume of photos this post contains, it took some time for my ancient computer to load them up. But I'm finally done, so here we go...

5th October

Waking up at 4.30a.m after getting less than a few hour's sleep was extremely excruciating. In the back of my mind I was secretly afraid that another episode of 'puke-on-the-plane' due to lack of sleep would happen again. Anyway we got to the airport and checked in on time but were unable to get seats together, with it being a full flight. Then decided to unleash my charming powers on whoever was lucky enough to sit next to me and try to get them to change seats.

Had breakfast at Ajisen Ramen, and then did some DFS shopping. Stocked up on my stuff from Benefit, I really love tax free shopping. Makes a lot of difference I swear.

Cigarette boxes never looked so pretty. Gera look what I got for you? Your favourite Vogue.(:

Plane ride was relatively uneventful, and I watched Red Cliff which was pretty good. Sat next to a pretty talkative Canadian national who was born in Hong Kong on the plane, and we had some interesting conversation. And yes, we did manage to persuade one of the guys to change seats, thank God.
Waiting for our shuttle bus to the hotel. I think we look amazingly glowy and awake although we hardly got to sleep.

Settled down at the hotel and skipped down to 7-11 just around the corner for some necessities before tucking in for some well deserved ZzZz's before we had to go meet my Aunt and Uncle for dinner.

Went to some Chinese Restaurant at Mongkok.
Spicy pickled cucumber.
Tofu with pei-dan. Very much like the Japanese version of Agadeshi Tofu.
My beef noodle soup. Awesomely good. Helped warm me up, because there was a typhoon going on outside. I was drenched.

Back to my Aunt's place to chill out some and then we went to Fong's for drinks with my Uncles at Lan Kwai Fong. It was the first and last time we did any partying, if you could even call it partying. Bad experience, that got me really scared stiff.
Strongbow cider's really pretty yummy. I'm drinking fruit punch, yes non-alcoholic. That milky drnk in the corner's unmistakeably Bailey's.

6th October

Because we were so tired, we woke up only in the afternoon, and decided to spend the day walking around, shopping and exploring. Had a very late and filling lunch at Yoshinoya, then we decided to go to Ladies' Street.
The never ending traffic flow of Hong Kong streets.
Vibrant street life. Especially food wise.
Oh yes! Lookie, lookie!
Now you can see why I was grinning away.
And I manage to snap a picture of him in the store before anyone could walk across and spoil my picture.
Yummy Krispy Kremes!
Very tired after walking around so we sit down to take a rest for awhile in the park.
Walking back to our hotel we spy a sign. Can you figure out what's wrong with it? The last green one at the bottom of the row, just underneath the Pizza Hut sign. We couldn't stop laughing!

Next stop was Harbour City. What an amazing view! I have to say their skyline's way more beautiful than ours.
Ed's take on it.
Here's mine.(:
Didn't even use flash for this picture because the billboard in front of us was bright enough.
This one a very helpful professional photographer helped us take. Felt so embarrassed because of all the trouble he went to just to help us take these photos. He even set up my camera on his tripod.

Walked towards the harbour front.
Space Theatre and Space Museum.
Clock tower.
And another gorgeous picture of the skyline.
While waiting for the MTR. Ed doesn't believe my camera can capture this picture.
So I show him how. Pretty cool ghostly effect I think!
Made another stop at 7-11 to buy things and we decide to try this Kinder Bueno! It's white chocolate. I still prefer the original.

7th October

Our very special day, and a public holiday in Hong Kong as well. Anyhow, we went for lunch at some Japanese Restaurant with Aunty Pat and Jon.
My Beef Udon, which came with a plate of sushi which I forgot to take a picture of.
Aunt Pat's bento set.
Ed's sushi platter.

My "sort of" surprise which we had to rush back to the hotel to wait for. =x Thank you hon, for this. Prettiest and freshest blooms ever!!
I am so blessed!
Happy 2 months my dear!! (:

Placed reservations for dinner at Stone Grill.
Very unique salt and pepper shakers.

We go for the set meal and it's a little bit of everything, plus some extras we ordered.
Caeser Salad. I missed my greens.
Portobello mushroom, talk about juicy!!
Duck leg confit. One of my favouritest appetizers ever. Introduced him to this, and we both couldn't get enough.
Cream of Wild Mushroom Soup.

Then you have to put on an apron, which we later figured out why...
This thing sizzles and spatters like no tomorrow and yes, if you're wondering it hurts pretty bad.
Yummy lobster and salmon. xP
My very own cook in action!
Sugar tart for dessert washed down with English Breakfast Tea.

Sigh, what better dinner could I ask for with the most perfect company. (:

8th October

A full day of shopping. So not much pictures because it's crazy juggling those shopping bags and a camera.Lunch at the little shop downstairs. Chewy Siew Mai and Meatballs in Curry Sauce. Sumptuous...
Biggest 2.55 ever. I really wouldn't mind! Hong Kong's Chanel has the variety the one in Singapore doesn't. I'm so jealous. =/
Huge LV store.
Gosh, they have funny translation signs all over.

9th October

Disneyland day!! The place made me feel like a kid once again.
Can you find me in this picture?
Mickey's surfing on Moby Dick's spout.
Yeah Ed's letting the kid in him out.
Gorgeous blooms in the shape of Mickey's face.
In Fantasyland on the Pooh Bear ride.
Tigger. He was bouncing so much I couldn't get a proper picture.
That's us again.(:
I'm all smiley here, but really quite disappointed because a girl took the horse I originally was eyeing for. Pfft. And I had reached there first.
My poor darling got forced by me to go on the ride. You know I love you right?(:
I like this picture, I'm waiting for the ride to start.WHEE! Great motion blur... Makes me dizzy really.
Damn! Ed's face got blocked by that pole! =/
Oh yes don't laugh I've always loved the magical feel of merry-go-rounds.
We got bored while waiting for the Lion King Musical to start so we fooled around with the camera a bit.
On the Jungle Boat Ride.

Then we bought some fresh fruit juice because after all the screaming from the Haunted Hotel and Demon's Jungle our throats were parched. Let me tell you, it was pretty darn scary. =/ You have to go for those rides if you're going to Disneyland, don't bother about the other kiddish ones. Go for Space Mountain too, we went twice!
Even Jack got thirsty so Ed gave him a little Watermelon Juice.
I love this picture of Aunt Evelyn and I!
We stayed to catch the pretty fireworks! Breath taking indeed, and the crowd kept letting out collective gasps of amazement.
Hi meet Jack!
Trying to take a picture of the bridge in the bumpy cab on the way to Aunty Pat's place.
Isn't Jon such an adorable cutie?!
Jon, Ed, Jack(who belongs to Ed by the way) and I on the couch.
Went out for dessert after Jonathan fell asleep. This dessert shop I remember from my previous stay in Hong Kong. It was near the hotel I stayed, Excelsior.
It had pretty lights, and it was so crowded we had to queue about 20 minutes before we were given a table.
Durian pancakes, Mango with Sago and Pomelo, Mango with Chin Chow and my Green Bean Soup.
Our nightly supper consists of cup noodles.
Some of the shopping that we'd done.

10th October

Skipped on Ocean Park because we'd fell asleep after Breakfast and didn't wake up till evening. So we went for last minute shopping at Admiralty/Causeway Bay instead.
A girl's gotta love them big mirrors in departmental stores.
Ed's really happy after I got him his belt(:
Red Ant Restaurant. Just off Times Square at Causeway Bay.
Baked rice with Soft Shell Crab, Bejing Duck Pizza, Scallop and Asparagus with Tomato Sauce and Grilled Chicken Wings.

Totally delish! We had another serving of Soft Shell Crab, Chicken Wings and the Pizza. I think it was because it was our first meal of the day and we both are known for our voracious appetites.

After dinner, went back to our hotel to settle bills, pack and get ready to fly off the next day. As much as we wanted to stay longer and not leave, we had to!

Finally got my Miu Miu Coffer bag. In the season's latest shade no less.(: Pretty indeed and easily matched.
And a new Agnes B handphone strap because my old one fell apart.

11th October

Got up bright and early and did the remaining packing of things still lying around, checked out and took a cab straight to Kowloon Airport Express Station where we shopped around for a bit while waiting for my Auntie Pat, Uncle Chris and Jon to arrive.
We're too cool for you.

With Jonathan it's impossible to take a normal photo...

And I really look deathly pale with zilch makeup.

Even 6 days together wasn't enough for me sweetheart. When will it ever be enough?(: Now I'm back in Singapore, wishing for more.

You guys must be so tired of reading. Shall end here now, amazing that you've stayed till the end. Few more days to the start of school, am not looking forward to it. There's still that annoying final report that I haven't even begun. Bummer!

Toodles for now.

All I ever wanted.

Leaving on a jet plane.

2008-10-04T19:31:00.003+08:00

Suitcase's sitting in a corner of my room and I'm finally all packed up and ready to go. Have I mentioned how much I hate having anything to do with packing? Anyhow, I'm leaving tomorrow on the 8.30am flight to HK and I'll be back at night on the 11th. Which unfortunately makes me unable to attend Jackie and Anna's wedding which I'm very disappointed about. Congrats to them though. (: Happy for the both of them.

Also decided not to bring my Holga because it being very fragile might get broken when my poor suitcase gets roughly thrown around, so will have to contend with my digital camera which better not give up on me halfway because I've yet to get it serviced. Am not gonna wear my Doc Marten's there as much as I'd like to because I don't wanna get them scratched and dirty, besides I already brought like 3 different types of shoes, I think it's enough. Or else there's hardly gonna be enough space for any shopping.

Hung out at Parkway with my sister and Ed after sending my car for repair yesterday afternoon. We had so much fun doing the stupidest things. Got my monthly dose of magazines at Borders as well. Relieved some childhood memories playing DDR, Car racing and Basketball at the arcade. Then went for dinner at this little bistro place called The Caffe or something.

My Gourmet Set Meal. Some creamy veg soup, ciabatta bread with butter and Crayfish Aglio Olio.

Charlotte's Bolognese. Ed's Ham and Mushroom Aglio Olio.

Now I've gotta take my bath and then make my way down with all my stuff to Ed's place, where I am staying over so it'll be easier to go to the airport tomorrow. I'm extremely excited about this trip and the only thing that's getting me down is that my period is NOT here yet and that means it could make its grand appearance during the trip. What a spoiler.):

Anyhow, God Bless! And stay safe, don't miss me too much. xP Will be back before you guys know it. To my party people, we'll hit the clubs when I'm home. XOXO to everyone!

Nothing's gonna stop us now.

Let me think about it.

2008-10-02T00:24:00.007+08:00

Just a few more days to Hong Kong and I've not even begun to write a list to start packing. Spent the first two days of the week bumming around, and this afternoon was spent over at Cheryl's place with Kelvin and Ed. Too bad the rest couldn't come. Was looking forward to catching up. We had a yummy lunch thanks to Cheryl's mom, mega bitching session about our internshits and watched Dead Poet's Society which is one of the best movies I've ever caught. If you haven't seen it, you're missing out big time.

I'm writing this now because I'm afraid I won't have the time to blog again before I take to the skies this Sunday.

We'll be spending our 2nd month in Hong Kong. I can't believe we've come so far, this fast. Baby steps for us both. It's amazing how we're so comfortable with each other now. To think previously when our arms brushed, we'll withdraw awkwardly and you'd apologise. Knowing each others quirks and habits(yes I mean good and bad). There doesn't even have to be words and we'd know what the other's thinking, and many a time we'd blurt out the same thing. It's like a fine tuned empathetic ability, a connection that goes deeper than we both realise.

I realise now and again, that I don't think I'd ever be able to do without you. To live life like it was before, will be a pain as if I were missing a limb. Intertwined such that it seems we're one person, from you and I, to us and now it's become a WE. Each day I pray we'll stay the same forever.

Always told myself to stay independent and to not depend on anyone, be it girl/guy. I never wanted to be left in the lurch, gasping for air just like a marathon runner after a long gruelling race. Never again wanted to depend on someone so much that it hurt to let go. Guess I let myself go with you, slowly dropped those carefully built defences and learnt to let someone in.

So goes the saying, those who can touch you can hurt or heal you. I'm hoping you'll be the one to heal. Because I now know I love you and I'm really glad I found you.(:

This song's for you sweetheart.

p.s.: Does anyone know the best places to eat/shop/party in Hong Kong? Please leave a comment and tell me. Thank you manymany!

Touch me. Feel me. Then you will find we are meant to be. And I ain't lying.

Illusion.

2008-09-27T23:50:00.009+08:00

Slept at about 6 this morning all the way till almost 7+ pm this evening till my darling called me to wake me up. Marathon sleeper, I am. Well I was really tired from all the shoots and lack of sleep plus all that shuffling.

Anyhow, the long post with pictures as promised.
While filming at the graveyard at Sime Road and waiting for the crew to set up lighting...I noticed a oil stain which was heart shaped so quickly got my camera to take a picture of it. Pretty cool eh?
At the banana plantation at Bollywood Veggies.
If Fig trees die out, our ecosystem would fail.

I'm going to miss the bus drivers, from Heng Transport. Now everytime I see a yellow bus on the roads I'm gonna sit up and take notice.

My favourite bus uncle, Uncle Ng. (: Excuse the pallid expression! It's how I look like on shoot with not a bother about my physical appearance.

I'm going to miss the Hot Desk people.

Oh yeah, we're one crazy bunch.
Chew Yen dear, whom I got really close to because we had to endure hardships together.
Princess Kalai.
Eugene actually posing for a picture, WOW!
Pretty Mo.
Deadpan David.
Gossip partner Prasad.

Oh I miss them already. ): ): Hopfeully we'll have a farewell dinner for us soon. And that I'll have the time to visit them before school starts.

Dropped my car off home because I didn't wanna drive down with all the road blocks and stuff happening around the area due to F1. Washed up, dolled up and off to meet my darling.
First a photo to check if I look okay before I leave the house.

Met Tom at Central and went to come coffeeshop at Boat Quay which served super fantastic Bak Chor Mee for dinner. We could hear the orgasmic sounds of the engines of the F1 cars, really made me want to get my ass down to the track and behind the wheel. Walked back to MOS and I was surprised at the very empty dancefloor, after all it was barely 11pm. Plenty of space to shuffle though.
Thanks to one of the bouncers who helped us take this picture.
With Tom.
Awesome picture with light effects. Thanks Mafia boy.
I only wear pretty lingerie. HAHAHA. Look at that ugly tan line on my arm, all thanks to exposure to the hot sun during shoots. =/

Went to 7-11 to get drinks because we were very thirsty. Honestly, I think the music at the open area was tons better than what was playing at Main Arena which was just so-so. Aldrin played much earlier though. By the time we graviated towards the pumping bass it was some guy from KL called Lopsop or something. He played so many of the songs on my playlist. Push It by Solid Base. Around the World by Daft Punk. Shake and Pop by Steve Aoki. Scoreee! Although it was insanely hot to shuffle around outside we stayed there for awhile. Probably entertained the crowd outside who were watching us do our thing. HAHAHA. Seemed to have attracted quite a bit attention from caucasian men yesterday but thank god I've my darling around to count on for protection.

Overall I had an awesome time. Can't wait for HK which is gonna be up next!

A video Tom took, and me looking really surprised/shocked because I didn't realise he was taking a video. And then the camera pans to Ed shuffling for the rest of the video, with little parts of me in the background. Think you might've to tilt your head to view the video because I can't seem to rotate it?

Feeling a little hungry, only had Mee Rubus for dinner. Think I'm gonna go whip something up. Goodnight kiddos!

I wanna be your illusion. Be your illusion.

Over And Done With.

2008-09-26T16:30:00.005+08:00

It's over. I'm free. For some reason I feel both happy and sad to leave this place. Bittersweet. I'm going to miss some people for sure! The Hot Desk people especially. We'll still have to keep in contact guys, you've made my 6 months stay here so much happier and enjoyable. Much love!

Anyhow, as tired as I am after 5 hours of sleep...I will be partying like a rockstar tonight and maybe just maybe, tomorrow as well. A celebration's in order because it's the last day of internship. Next week I'm going to use to run errands, like repair my camera and get some new threads for once and plan for my Hong Kong trip before I fly off.

I'll have many pictures in my next post. Tata for now though!(:

Strum me away to the land of butterflies.

I've got a confession to make.

2008-09-18T20:51:00.011+08:00

Been wanting to update in ages, but time and fatigue's ganging up against me. Most of the time when I drag my tired body home all I want to do is to fall asleep. Yes, it's that bad. I really can't wait for this to be over. Just one more week of hell to go and I'm done.(:

Last Saturday night was spent at MOS for Scott Project, but not before we went to Mohammed Sultan Road for a supper of Bak Kut Teh which was really tasty but crazily overpriced.
Ran into Lei Lei darling outside. What a surprise, wasn't expecting to see her. So after some mega screaming, hugging and talking non stop session we entered the club. Guest list, thanks to Harry. Yay!
Quite a bad picture because my camwhoring skills seem to have abandoned me, I guess I haven't been utilizing them enough...And probably also because my darling's quite a bit taller than I am.=/
My sister says I look like a vamp in this picture. I love my red lippie.
Tom, who thought tai tai meant tight tight. LOL! You crack me up Tom.
Also ran into Owen who was covering the event for his company, so we chatted a bit for awhile.

And then Scott Project played and it was really beyond awesome. *BEAMS*
New setup which I really like! Especially at the entrance which I forgot to take a picture of. =/ Super cool multi-coloured laser lights as well. Pretty!
We were sitting at members resting when we saw Scot Project walk past and disappear into the Smoking Room. So Ed and I ran after him and braved the overwhelming cloud of smoke just for a picture with him. He was pretty friendly!(: And ZOMG, look at Frank's blur face.

Awesome weekend I have to say. Especially when I finally got to hit the club after so long. Monday was another story. Woke up with a bad case of Monday blues, and to cut a long story short, my whole day was just ruined after that thanks to work and the awesome person I happen to be working for. Took all my willpower to get through the day, and to hold back those tears that I am not wasting on someone whose such an asshole.

Anyhow, getting something in the mail when I got home that night really did bring out the truth in there's a silver lining behind every cloud.
Big yellow bubble wrap envelope.

So I excitedly open it and it's my long awaited hairspray. All the way from Canada. Thanks soft toy. I've been waiting for it forever and it finally arrived on the day that I needed the most cheering up! xD

Tuesday morning I got to work bright and early and I got another surprise. But this one I knew was going to receive already, because Christine left a post-it on my desk asking what flavour I liked.
Muffins. Although slightly dry, they were quite yummy! I got chocolate chip and double chocolate.

Wednesday darling came down after school to look for me at my workplace, made me grin non stop because he got me my Kinder Bueno. And since I parked under this tree which conveniently shed its petals on my yellow car, we went for a car wash! Years since I've been for one, and where have all the automatic car washes gone? Now there seems to be only those manual ones left.
Don't you think the foam makes pretty patterns?(:
So does water droplets.
Because I'm really happy whenever I'm with you. ♥

Tomorrow's Friday. TGIF. And I think I'm finally taking them braces off tomorrow. Gonna miss them for sure. Literally have become attached to them. Oh wells. Couldn't have worn them fovever. Excited and apprehensive and a little scared at the same time. Forgotten how I look like without braces. It's been 3 years. We'll see. (:

Be careful what you wish for because you just might get it.

Top of the world.

2008-09-11T22:16:00.005+08:00

So it's been some time since I've last decided to write an entry. Or rather, I didn't have the time to even if I wanted to. My apologies, this entry is so backdated.

Last Sunday, finally got to meet my darling after it being one long week. Spent the afternoon at his place, afterwhich we headed to Cityhall because I wanted to check what's wrong with my camera. Think I'm going to send it for servicing next week or something. At least I can still take pictures as per normal. Well my camera's getting pretty old already. 2 years perhaps?

Shopped around a little, didn't get much stuff. Just got myself pretty new undies, HAPPY! That's how deprived I am, haven't been shopping for far too long. Prices seem to be on the rise though. And I'm pretty sad that I can't find my Topshop discount card, think I'm going to have to get myself another one. Dayum, I still had some redeemable points in there.

New York New York for a late dinner. You'd be shocked at the amount we ate.
Had Aglio Olio with Bacon and Mushrooms.
And Ed ordered the Yankee Burger. Just look at the size of the plate, it's even bigger than he is. Then compare it to my pasta plate. I helped him eat it even after I finished my own pasta. Anyhow, the serving's just enough for 4 people. So if you guys want to try this 2 pounder beef burger go with 3 other people. Of the entire time that it's been open, only 12 or 13 people have managed to finish this whole dish themselves, its a official challenge. And in case you're wondering, YES fries included.(:
I like this picture but our reflection's skewed.

Walked to the bus stop and sat down to wait for the bus so we decided to take more pictures. Obviously because I haven't been camwhoring much my aim is so off nowadays.
My first try became a self portrait of Ed and I burst out laughing. There were a few other attempts in between which failed horribly. =/
I know we both look tired because we really were.
Why so serious hon?

Wasn't looking for love, but it found me. Really enjoyed my single status and the freedom I had. But with you, you took away my cynical mindset..reminded me of a fairytale that's just beginning. I learnt to trust again, to give away my heart that I've kept safe for so long. Found not just a best friend, but a confidante and a person so similar to myself its just like a "COPY-CUT-PASTE" version, in your words. Amazing, is what we have.

Happy 1 month sweetheart. We'll have many more to come.(:

I absolutely loathe people who abuse and exert their authority. Just because you have it, doesn't mean you have to blatantly shove it into other people's faces and expect them to bow down to you because they don't have much of any other choice. Don't you have any respect for others? What goes around comes around bitches, just wait till karma hits you back in the face.

10 more days for internship, or internSHIT as Cheryl says. Please let me get this over with because I don't know how much more I can tolerate.

All I need will be mine if you are here.

Just a little while longer.

2008-09-06T19:08:00.010+08:00

I'm so glad this week's over. For one reason, it's only 3 weeks left to the end of internship, and also this week was super killer. So much that I actually puked all my dinner out yesterday when I reached home after midnight. Was feeling like crap by the end of last night. Using all my willpower to get through the day. Thank God the last location was at Min Xiu's place where I took a rest on his couch and he helped me take down timecodes. Thanks a million Min Xiu, for your hospitality and everything. Heh.

Anyhow, I've not blogged in ages and that means I've tons of photos from last week.

Last Friday met up with Mun, Hinna and Hirzi for dinner and a catch-up session in town. We had so much fun talking, laughing and basically annoying random people on the streets. Spontaneous people we are!
With my pretties.(:
Thanks to this really nice girl with a pink bag who kept retaking photos for us.

Sunday, met up with Tonia for shopping and lunch at Cityhall. Had lunch at Secret Recipe.
My fave, Vietnamese Beef Noodles.
Ton's very cute pie.

Shopped a little, but didn't really see stuff worth buying. Prices on the rise. Sigh. ): Well actually there was stuff I really wanted...but too damn expensive. So I decided to skip it and wait for Hong Kong. Heh.
Tea break at Cartel. Shared this huge dish of yummy chocolatey brownies. Forgot to take picture of our drinks.

Took pictures outside while waiting for Jerold to show up.
Best friend, 7 years and counting.
People behind us kept appearing in our photos. Annoying!
He finally arrived all sweaty from the Nike Human Race. Took some pictures with him and rushed off to Vivo for Asra's Farewell Dinner at Marche.
The whole bunch of us that turned up.
Marcus just has to insert himself into every photo that people take. Camwhore trained. ^^
Really like this candid one, although we were smiling for another camera.
Seems like only Marcus, Hui Xun and I were ready for this photo.
Caught a candid of Prasad and Eugene, which is a rare moment.
Super shaky photo. That's what happens if you don't know how to handle my camera properly.=/ Could've been a nice photo though.
All our legs and shoes. HAHA. Prasad has double legs.
Xue Lin took this of me. (:
My favourite girls whom I miss so much in the office! =/ And I seem to be nibbling on a strand of my own hair.
Devi darling.(:
Went for some coffee and dessert at Pacific Coffee.

That was the end of my awesome weekend before this week of hell started. =/ Really was super frustrated and pissed off this entire week. Sorry if you were talking to me on MSN and I hardly ever had the time to replied because I honestly was busy and not to mention overworked. Never leaving the office earlier than 11.30pm everyday. Tired out.

Filming at the rooftop carpark at Textile Centre. Was super duper hot yesterday. And these are the only 2 pictures I've had the time to take. If not I'll be running around doing stuff, taking time codes and handling the props. What to do? Budget production. HAHA.

At least I'll have time to breathe from now on. Take life at a slower pace. I guess internship's making me have second thoughts about joining the production life. Your health will be taken a toll on, I don't even have the time for a social life anymore. I miss seeing my darling tons. It's been a week. Plus I really need my beauty sleep. Lost so much weight, I can take my skinny jeans off without unbuttoning them and I look like the walking dead.

For now, I'm just consoling myself that everything's going to be over in 3 weeks. 3 weeks Charm! You can do it!(:

A prey of the ghosts of this galaxy, losing myself in this ecstasy.

Because I felt like it.

2008-08-28T15:56:00.003+08:00

Wish I could be that carefree. I want that leather jacket, badly. Yesterday was a bad day. Fell on the stairs on my first day back at work, landing on my shoulder and knee. I know have bad bruises and scrapes. And yes it hurts like a mother!! And for some reason my arms are aching all over. Didn't help my workload has piled up all the time I've been away, I can barely breathe. So tired out. I need to shop.

Went to the lawyer's this morning to settle my car accident stuff and was expected to remember minute details like how many seconds I took to drive my car from the car park to the stop light. Gosh it was month's ago! Anyway, don't think I'm gonna win the case so I think my insurance premium's gonna go up, but what the hell they'll probably be paying for my case anyway. Don't want to stress up on it any longer.

Thanks sweetheart for the walnut pastry thing and coffee this morning, and the company. Appreciate it loads!(:

Have so much work to complete now, shoots are starting next week and I'm assistant directing, scheduling and doing locations. Basically everything to do with pre-production, literally and miscellaneous jobs that are sure to fall my way. Gotta run! Ta.

Baby it's fact.

Sick like a dog.

2008-08-25T22:28:00.005+08:00

Medicine. Look at the amount of medicine I have to take. Really hate cough syrup ewww. I'm down with a pretty high fever ever since Saturday night, which has dropped a little and I feel somewhat better. Coughing and sneezing every few seconds makes my tummy hurt bad.): I feel like such a weakling. Had to drag myself to the doctor's today. Used up 2 MCs in the span of 2 weeks. Also, I seem to have a bad case of rash or whatever this itchy little red spots on my skin are. So annoying, I've got a cream to put on them, and it's difficult to reach those on my back though. GAH. What is happening to me! Very worrying indeed.

Been sleeping for the whole day yesterday and today. The concoction of medicine just knocks me out. Don't really have much of an appetite, I'm eating half the amount I usually consume. Which is about a normal person's intake I suppose. Seems like I've lost weight already. My arms look excruciatingly skinny now. What to do, sickness wastes away my body.

Please let me get better soon. Shall go take a shower to bring down my temperature and get some rest. Goodnight.

p.s.: 4bid's one helluva scary show in the gory kind of sense. If you want to scare yourself, go watch it! It won't disappoint I promise.(:

A longing to be cocooned in the comfort of your embrace.

Just so you know.

2008-08-18T21:59:00.008+08:00

Weekend's been a rollercoaster ride of ups and downs. Aside from being locked out again, my hopes of getting a pass with commendation for internship has just been washed down the drain. Bums me out because I've been working my ass off for this, and it's pretty darn unfair to let it go to waste just because I was a few minutes late for the back to school briefing. Not that I have much of a choice. Harsh decision, but I'll just have to live with it.

On a lighter note though, got to see my favourite bunch and we caught up over lunch. Really great to see them, I've missed them so much.

There's been an absence of food pictures in my blog. So here we go, something to whet your appetite. (: Dinner last monday at Mingles. Super worth it and pretty darn yummy in my opinion. It's about 15 bucks for say a drink, soup, main course and dessert to finish up.
Yummy tomato soup.
All time favourite, spaghetti vongole.
Ed's bratwurst spaghetti. The sausage supposedly had some content of beer, but nothing I could taste though.
My chocolate brownie with vanilla ice cream. Brownie was fantaz I swear!
And Ed's sorbet to take away the over sweetness of the brownie.

While walking outside, we saw a spiral staircase. And artistic moment strikes him again. I too decide to try my luck.

The one on the left is his and the one on the right is mine. VOTE PLEASE! LOL.

Thursday night I met up with Tonia darling to update each other on our very "happening" lives. It was great just talking and laughing over dinner, reminscing over those good old secondary school days. We had dinner at Astons.
Ordered double up chicken. BBQ and Black Pepper Sauce. Decided on garden salad and fries to go with it. Was so super full after that I felt like puking.

Forgot to take pictures of the rest of the food because I was positively starving. Headed over to Macs to chill because Starbucks was full. Ed came to join us too. I always enjoy myself in the presence of my favourite people. ^^
Hello bestie I've missed you much.

Friday night, was Yan Ming's 21st. He decided on a Hollywood themed party, and not many people dressed up. Was planning to go the full formal (i.e prom dress) but after asking around what the rest were wearing, I decided on my fall back plan, the LBD.
For some reason that Yan Ming didn't further explain, he wanted to take a picture with us individually. HAHAHA!
One happy boy with his army mates + 2 girls.
Yan Ming cuts his birthday cake.
Ah Hua said this was too bright, so he took another...
Without flash. LIKE NICE!(((:
Tom NOT Jerry.
Me with the birthday boy.
We iz brothers yo!
With Steph.(:
Ah Hua says, " My height can adjust one! "
Too many tequila shots make you do things you wouldn't be caught dead doing sober.

Control freak. I abhor control freaks. Like as if taking away my car and freedom isn't enough. Now you want to control what time I leave the house. Gosh, what is your freaking problem honestly. Why can't people learn to leave me alone, especially when it's for the greater good. There won't be so many arguments, and there might even be a higher possibility of peace in this house. Does everything have to be so petty and about your terms and conditions all the freaking time? Obey without question ring a bell? Because if that's what you expect from me, I'm very sorry to disappoint. If you can't handle my questions, why should I handle yours. Get a brain.

Anyway, I'm so proud of myself for taking public transport. Cabs are counted as public transport too no? HAHAHA! I kid, aside from the occasional cab ride when I'm late or in a rush for something... I take the good old bus. Bus rides with good company's the bestest!

You're the only thing I see.

Can't handle it.

2008-08-12T17:54:00.000+08:00

It's been a tough past few days for me. Stress from both work and home has driven me very close to the edge but I'm grateful for some very loving people who've held me back. ((: XOXO.

Anyway, pictures from last weekend. Been deserting my camera and forgetting to charge it so not that many pictures.
Thursday, 7th August 2008.

Met the poly clique on Friday night for dinner at Crystal Jade, major bitching session and dirty jokes aplenty. Oh how I've missed them and their sense of humour. We were the loudest group there, as usual. Decided to head on down to MOS for awhile because it's been what, eons since we've clubbed together? Faridah and Lih Yee had to take their leave though. Soon enough we'll go party like rockstars again, don't worry Fari.
Group shot. I prefer the 1st one though it's alot more blurry.
Cheryl and Kelvin. Looking hot here babe!(:
Shuffling makes me a tired looking girl.

And yes I can finally keep up with Ed's shuffling. YAY! Maybe not hardstyle yet but normal trance. Practice makes perfect indeed, though it also wears the soles of my flats very thin. =/

Oh, and we were oh so embarrassed because we were shuffling halfway when this caucasian guy came up to us and started video-ing us. Then he grabbed my arm and asked us to show his friends how to shuffle and to teach them. So we tried our best. Embarrassing because it's not like I'm all that perfect yet and people are asking me to teach them already and also because everyone around was staring at us while we were doing our thang. LOL. But definitely fun.(:

Anyhow, I'd like to say more but I've gotta go off from work now. Facial appointment in town and with no car I'm spending money like its nothing on cab fares. Plus I don't wanna stay out too late lest I get locked out of my house again. I'm such a total sad case right now.

Just take me away, I've nothing left to say.

Hate is too strong a word.

2008-08-10T00:52:00.006+08:00

2nd year in a row I slept through the NDP. Last year was because I was really feeling sick after our major BMR session, this year I'm feeling sick because of a different reason.

Have you ever felt so many emotions at one your head was in turmoil? Anger, disappointment, frustration, anguish, despondency, desperateness and helplessness? Turns your heart into stone, and silent tears to fall from your eyes. Words make or break you. More than physical violence I feel.

I'm utterly disappointed with you. To think you say you care for me. You don't believe a word I say, you'd take his over mine any time. I don't see the point in explaining since you're not going to take me seriously anyway. Just a waste of my time and yours, for that matter. Besides we always end up having another row and I really don't want that. To think that I thought in talking to you, I'd still have some hope. Every sliver I had of hope is now crushed and gone with the wind thank you very much. You've helped me by reassuring me for certain now that I was right to have never told you, because now I know for sure that you'd never understand. I've had enough of all the screaming and yelling and yes you're not the only one whose tired, I'm very tired, I'm drained.

And to the other you. Hate. Hate is too strong a word. Or is it really? I don't know how I feel right now. But if hate is not being able to stand your voice or the sight of your face, the urge to cringe or throw up every time I do, it might be hate. To teeter at the edge, at the brink of my self control, to not scream back at you and be unreasonable, to not stoop to your level of childishness that I cannot even begin to comprehend. Amazes me seriously. For someone of your age and so called 'stature' to behave in this manner. I am embarrassed for you. You say I don't know how to negotiate. Look whose talking now, where solving the problem is to adhere to YOUR terms and YOUR conditions. Where's the negotiation in that, please illuminate me.

The both of you will never know the pain you've caused me. Mentally, emotionally, physically and in every other way that you've caused me. I'll never be able to say. Not if you want things to continue turning out fine and dandy in your disillusioned rose tinted world.

Fuck it, seriously. As much as I hate using this word, no others convey how I'm feeling right now. I'm over and done with this. Don't even try to judge me on this post if you don't know what's going on. I really don't need that now.

Give me a break.

p.s.: To my lovely girls and a boy I'm so glad I managed to meet up with you guys on Friday though it did cause me a whole lot of trouble. I've missed all of you. TONS! Will blog the pictures soon when I feel like I'm in a better mood. See you all again next Saturday in school!

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air.

You're so gorgeous.

2008-08-06T11:33:00.001+08:00

Plenty of visuals for this post, therefore I probably won't write all that much for fear of you guys dozing off before you reach the end. xP This was Tuesday's wrap party at Shin Bar. Betcha thinking, party when the week has barely started? You're telling me!

So I decided to start off with a picture of Marcus who left lots of photos of his face close up in funny grimaces in my camera. Thank god the screen didn't crack. HAHAHA. I'm kidding dude.
Quite cute no? LOL!
So we weren't exactly ready for this, but Hasif's so cute here.
Me and them kiddos. Scott's kinda blocked.
Me again with the kids, Lilian and Kay.
Lil and I. Everyone was complimenting us on how gorgeous/pretty/dressed up we look. Found it quite hilarious because the only other time they've seen us is during production. And honestly, when we're on production we don't care how we look. Well yes, we do clean up well when we're not on production don't we?(:
Sebastian! I love him he's so funny!
The cast and the yummy chocolate cake.
Scott Scott Scott, don't start so young.(:
Zen darling such a cutie you wanna pinch his cheeks and hug him whenever you see him.

Shanice you adorable sweetiepie! I'll miss you.
Hasif I love your hoodie and you shouldn't start that early either. (:

Jolene dear. She reminds me of Lyn so much.
Charm and Lil.
With Max.
Marie. The one I went on recee with and had such fun didn't we?
Marcus and his ~~innocent~~ smile.

Phyllis sweetheart! I'm gonna miss her too. Work hard for your O's okay babe?
Lilian and I with Poh Choo.
With Sharon. She's so so nice!
With the ever sporting Mark and his favourite red shirt. Was so surprised to see him wearing it. LOL.
With Siva. Gotta love his paunch jiggle.
Prints for the win.

The male teachers getting sexed up. Sorry the first picture's so blur though. My camera takes awesome pictures in soft light, but you need really steady hands.
Chew Yen so cute!
Min Xiu : " We have champagne but somebody has to open it first because I can't get it open!!
Then we took a really big group shot. Oh boy it's so shaky. =/ Spot me!
With Jade who came the latest and we caught her for a picture just as she got off the cab.
With Nic. The last picture I took before I left the party.(:

My weekend is packed with plans already. Can't wait. Tomorrow's an important day. Finally stepped up to the occasion. It's been a long time coming. *beams*

Friday meeting up with my girls for dinner in town. Suggest cheap and good places because I think most of us are on a budget. Saturday's Bass Agents IF NOTHING CROPS UP. ( HAHAHA. Inside joke! Tom and Ed you should know what I mean.)

Need to go shower and get ready my stuff for tomorrow. Bon nuit!

Queen of the castle that's made of sand.

He's a one stop shop, makes my cherry pop.

2008-07-31T11:37:00.006+08:00

I realised I haven't done a wordy post in what seems like ages! That's probably due to me having not spending much time online, and when I do blog it's just a flurry of pictures, captions and short paragraphs. I do miss writing quite a bit actually.

Anyhow, does time not fly? I'm left with 2 months of internship. Hip hip hooray! Social life be back and I'll get sufficient rest each day. Also, each week that flies past brings me nearer to my much anticipated Hong Kong trip with my darlings. Which reminds me...we really have to work something out, book our tickets soon and also have to save moolah.

And I'll definitely bring my holga to snap some pictures. Haven't been utilizing that in awhile.
I miss the vibrancy of the streets. The blinking, flashing signboards that greet you every corner you turn. The flow of different voices speaking in Cantonese washing over you. The delicious food in the cramped shops. People watching and checking out the style meisters doing their thing walking down the street. All that and more.

If anything so happens to mess my plans up, I think I'd be really disappointed. God I hope it's in your will to make everything work out.((:

I know I've blogged about this before. But I'm seriously wondering if I should make my blog private, or switch(for good maybe?) to my livejournal account where I can enjoy the choice to make that particular entry public or friends-only. It's gonna be some what troublesome if I do make it private because I'll have to tell people to give me their email addresses so I can invite them to read my blog. And if I do switch to my livejournal, only people who are friends with me can read my friends-only entries. The hassle of uploading photos to photobucket before you can upload them to livejournal kind of deters me from making the switch though, because it's troublesome as compared to uploading pictures to blogger. And oh I've so much memories here, that I'm loathe to leave. But I feel like I want some form of privacy. What do you guys think? Go or stay or Private? Dilemma! Leave a comment. Kthnxbai.

Good things come to boys who wait.

You're my pocketful of sunshine.

2008-07-27T21:38:00.011+08:00

So many pictures, so I decided to blog tonight before I don't have the time and it starts accumalating like crazy again. So here we go!

Celebrated Ed's birthday with the sumptuous dinner buffet at Marriott Hotel, my treat. Definitely ate till our hearts content. Crazy full! I've been eating huge meals recently, think I need to start cutting down, or at least stepping up my non-existant rate of exercise. I'm such a lazy arse. Got back to his place and we hung out downstairs for awhile with it being super breezy. And since we forgot to take pictures during dinner, we did so then.
Cos I'm always on the right side, yeah that's ma crip side.

Reason be, why you should dress up more.(:

Self timers for the win!!! HAHAHA. I wanted to caption this something else, but nah. =x Ed you should know what I mean.(:

Friday night was Ballet Under the Stars with Gera, Jody and Ed who came late because of his final theory no thanks to annoying cab drivers who don't stop. I was so afraid the rain was going to spoil the whole show, but thank God the rain held. WHEE!
Gera darling and I.
My favourite item!!

I even took a video, but missed the shirt tearing part at the end. There's a gay theme, try and figure it out.
So you don't say I only put glam photos of myself. I was totally NOT ready for this when I accidentally pressed the shutter button. Jody you looked stoned.
Jody fat fingers much? LOL!
This last item reminded me so much of Roxanne. The whole red theme and and red pointe shoes. Gosh watching performances like that really make me miss ballet and the stage.
Like this one, but it's so shaky!
Gera and I colour coordinated. Not on purpose though.(:
Don't we look like little dolls sitting on the stage?
Love you loads babe! Gotta love the lighting in this one.
Mmhm, both of us miss performing bad!
When an artistic moment strikes Ed.
We were wondering what these were for?
Another of Ed's artistic moments.
Kinda surreal dont you think?

Saturday was supposed to go for jazz and after the performance the night before I was feeling super inspired but when I woke up in the morning wasn't feeling all too good, so I decided I better rest up instead. Felt good to finally get enough sleep though.(:

Ed picked me up in the evening and we went for dinner at Carnivore(Vivocity) with his army mates. Did a lot of talking and laughing, we all had loads of fun. And of course the food was good, especially the fish! Though I much prefer the one at Chjimes for some reason.

Group photos after dinner. Don't we all look full and satisfied?
Formal photo in which we weren't supposed to smile, but there I am trying to control my laughter.
I like this one more. Look at those two boys gay-ing in the corner.
Ed wanted to take a picture. Slightly shaky, but pretty nice I have to say.
AH HUA "DA GE DA"! Yan Ming's vintage aviators, starbucks coffee, cigarette in mouth and flashy rings to boot. Classic.

Can you tell I had one helluva busy week? Out every night. Which is probably why I'm feeling so deadbeat at the moment. Time to shower and go sleep because I can't afford to be in late tomorrow. Nighters sweethearts!

Take me away, a secret place. A sweet escape, take me away.

Because pictures last longer.

2008-07-24T13:30:00.009+08:00

I've delayed much and I'm sorry. Work takes it toll on me and all I want to do when I get home everyday is to fall into bed and sleep all I can before the next day repeats its monotonous cycle. Anyhow, I bring pictures as promised of what's been going on these past few days.

Ms Mardy's crying scene in the shower with the 2 achiever jocks. Really hilarious. Last day of shoot for the TV episodes.

Last Friday Ed and I headed to Botak Jones for dinner. We went to the outlet at Bedok.
Cajun chicken! Super yummy.
Grilled Salmon fillet with some cream basil sauce thing. Really good too.
Doesn't he look like some International School Kid?
Me with my bright shiny orange Dr Martens.
Car shot as usual, before we head off home early because I've a shoot at 7 in the morning the next day.

Saturday morning was Mark Zee's mobisodes at East Coast Park. Which are a must download. Mobisodes will be downloadable to your handphones for a reasonable fee of course.
I wonder what's with all the shower/bay watch scenes.
That's Noel having his exercise and 'me' time by the beach.

We finished early and I managed to go home and freshen up before heading to Raffles Town Club's Japanese restaurant, Miyobi for dinner.
Live lobster. I do not kid. The head was still moving.

After which we went to the arcade for awhile, because the kids wanted to go.
Cuz Jonathan and I.
Don't we all have big eyes. HAHA.
Cuz Eunice and I.
Aunty Pat and I.

Sunday our last shoot for Mobisodes.
Adam Chen and Tew Li Li stalking incident.

And after Sunday, IT'S A WRAP!((((((: *beams*

Tuesday night met Tom at City Hall for dinner. We had Thai food. I love Thai food. Spicy! After shopping around, we took a break at Gloria Jean's where I had scones, strawberry jam and coffee.

Tom wanted to take pictures in my car...
Due to my weird arm angle, the shot was off.
That's more like it.
Tom as white as me for once! HEH.

Wednesday I went recee-ing for Bungalows with Marie and we had so much fun. Basically, a lot of funny things happened! I hope we get some good responses though. If not our time will be wasted.

Picked Aunty Pat up in town and we went to Dempsey's Au Petit Salut for dinner. I totally love French food. I do remember going there once when I was younger and digging the escargot. I still do!
First row from left : Aunty Pat's complimentry appetizer. Next is my cream soup with saffron (came in a tiny expresso cup). Then it's Aunty Pat's french onion soup in quite a big bowl.

Second row from left: My first entree, lobster salad with balsamic dressing. My second entree, foie gras which was pretty good but I didn't finish especially after hearing how ducks were force fed just to get their liver that size. Pretty scary. The last picture's of the escargot which I polished off with glee.

3rd row from left: My tenderloin beef, extremely flavourful. Next's Aunty Pat's duck confit which she couldn't finish and had to give me some. Last of all's the chocolate souffle.

Everything was DELISH to say the least. I'd definitely go back there. Plus the set's pretty reasonable, only 98++. And you get so much food.

Also, HARPEE 22ND BIRTHDAY ED SWEETHEART! Will be seeing you later.(:

Time flies by too fast.

2008-07-22T13:00:00.001+08:00

STAY TUNED.

BLOGGING IN PROGRESS

♥lovecharm.

2008-07-15T22:05:00.013+08:00

Talk about being pissed, frustrated and helpless. I haven't felt like that in quite awhile. Everything's just sort of snowballing together and making the situation worse. I'm sorry Ed for unloading everything on you, affecting your mood. I know you'll say its not my fault, but that doesn't stop me from feeling bad. Thanks for being there for me, and being so patient through this whole ordeal.

Other than that I've got to say that I had a pretty enjoyable weekend indeed. Shopped quite a bit, been spending way too much this month. I don't know where all my moolah's disappeared too. I know I've spent about 500 bucks so far. Insane I know. =/ How am I gonna save for my Hong Kong trip at this rate. I'm only justifying my spending habits by telling myself that it's the GSS period, because otherwise... I don't spend that much. Then again there's this beautiful leather jacket from Mango I've been lusting after...

Friday had dinner at Ramen Ten, then I went on a shopping spree!
New makeup - Purple and Red eyeshadow, plus a traffic light red lippie.

Close up. The purple one's kind of shimmery, but the red one's matt.

Bought cheap flats from Cotton On as well, too bad the 2 for $20 promotion was over already or else I'd have bought more. Couldn't exactly find any where else to go or anything else to buy after that so we went on secret hide away spot adventure part II.

Guess what, this time we found it. (: No point asking me where it is because I'm not spilling the beans. Well maybe if you get me that leather jacket that I've been lusting after! HAHAHA. Kidding only.
Yes the view was pretty good. Would've taken better pictures but it was raining and we didn't wanna risk our lives slipping off the edge, plus it was very dark. Some other time I'll take better ones.(:

And then we camwhored!
Charm so bad girl.
Then I try to look somewhat innocent.
My aim for some reason was super off that night I kept cutting myself out of pictures. Sigh. I also made funny expressions.
Like closing my eyes...
Pretending I'm having a bad headache.
Look like a drugged out druggie.
And stare blankly into space.

Saturday was jazz in the morning and we did lyrical jazz. Felt so good. But I think I twisted my back muscles doing so, becuase I got in late and didn't do warm ups. Just went straight into the dance.

Ann Siang after to get my boots. Like finally.(:

Bright neon orange Dr Martens. Yayzors.

Hung out with Gera for awhile more, then dropped her off at Cityhall and went back home to take a rest before going for Tom's party at MOS. Happy 22nd again Tom. I'm glad you had fun that day. Aside from the puking of course.
With the birthday boy, and check our difference in skin tone out. HAHAHA.
Ed, hon.
The three of us. And Tom looks really red here...the red backlight doesn't help.
High, drunk and trying to act cute.
The pretty new water fountain.

Went to look for Gloria after, and found her extremely high. So high that she hugged me and we both fell to the ground and the boys had to help us up. Pretty crazy indeed. Aside from that I got kissed many times by her and she kept proclaiming to everyone who walked past that I was her best friend and that she loved me. HAHAHA. Missed you too Glor, and love you back. (:
Besties ever since young.
We love each other hard.
My favourite picture.

Her friends arrived shortly after and we took group photos. If we look unfocued its because so many cameras were flashing at the same time we didn't know where to look. So it's just smile and look in the general direction of where ever.
This one's so off!
Not bad.
Think this one's the nicest? There's more from the other cameras, but I don't have the other pictures yet.
Really gorgeous light I feel.
I took this one...
and Ed took the rest. I think the pink fluffy ballsand the roses are super duper cute!
Jaz darling.(:

Kel really happy for you. Happy that you've finally joined the family of Christ, and that you'll be saved. We're real soulmates, brother and sister now. HAHA. We gotta go to church together sometime okay. And I'm touched that I'm the first person you told. Got a shock when I first saw your message then I couldn't wait to find out what happened. Didn't expect it to be that sudden.

Cheryl Tay Happy Birthday. Bitch you're 21. Freedom baby! Sucks that you lost your phone, tough luck. Hope you get a new one for one of your presents. Pretty damn good excuse to ask for a nice new phone eh? Miss you babe, we gotta go have dinner together and a real honest bitch fest soon. Think we both need it. And of course with the rest of the gang.(:

Also, please check out this dance site. It's the place I've been going to for jazz classes taught by my friend Veron. Located at Chinatown, it's pretty accessible. Within walking distance from the MRT station. Say a 5 minute walk away? There are other classes too, ranging from salsa to hip hop to ballet to bollywood for reasonable prices. So do go check it out.(: Rhythm 'N' Moves.

Shall go offline, dry my hair and sleep. I've made a promise to try and sleep latest by 1a.m. And I'm gonna keep it. Stay safe sweethearts!

You'll always be a part of me, I'm part of you indefinitely.

Surprise, surprise!

2008-07-10T22:49:00.004+08:00

I love being surprised. Good surprises though, not bad ones. HAHAHA. Tuesday Ed came down to Mediacorp with a very heavy bag in the evening with my surprise, or should I say surprises. He made me wait a little longer till we got in the car. So I did. Patience is a virtue no?

So here's what he got me. An iTrip, which essentially allows me to play music from my itouch in my car. A really useful thing, especially when I get sick of playing from CDs or waiting for radio commercials to be over. Plus, the songs in my itouch are those that I actually like listening to. So it's great! And Air Salonpas for my aching muscles because he knows I'm really lazy to apply the patches or cream. Yes Charm's a pig. xP One more thing that I didn't take a picture of that he got me as well, my favourite milk tea.

Made me a super duper happy, happy girl.(:

Thank you so much Ed. And I'm really, truly sorry about the 'abuse' thing. You know I didn't mean it. My bad. =/
We took a picture outdoors, it's so dark our hair blends into the background.
Inside the car, much better but I look so young and somewhat tired here.

Supposed to meet Kel soulmate tomorrow but the poor boy has fallen sick and has a job interview to go to. Sigh. Isokay Kel we'll meet Saturday instead. Please rest and recover tomorrow because I don't wanna see you sick Saturday. Take care dude! (:

Am going to shower now, and then maybe paint my nails. GSS's almost over and I haven't even had enough of shopping yet. Might just go on a crazy spending spree tomorrow. So many things I need to get.

P.s.: I'm looking for a bungalow with a nice garden and gate. Extra props if there's a pool and it's real fancy. Will only be shooting the exterior, so no worries about how the interior's like. If you live in a house like that, I'd be happy to talk to you. Or perhaps if you know someone who has a house like that, I'd still be happy to talk to you. Leave a comment or something. THANKEW!

If you feel it, it must be real just say the word and I'mma give you what you want.

You gotta be cruel to be kind.

2008-07-07T23:21:00.011+08:00

So it's the start of a new week and I'm feeling really jaded already. Plagued with muscle aches and a perpetual feeling of fatigue, I'm quite tired of feeling tired. No pun intended. Does anyone know how to get rid of eye bags and dark circles? I'm in dire need of some advice.

Anyhow, I went for Veron's jazz class at Rhythm and Moves on Saturday with Gera. And I swear, I almost died halfway through! Had to actually sit down after warm ups and jumps to rest because I was feeling really light headed from all the effort of pushing myself. I haven't been dancing for say, 4 months already and here I was working my ass off exercise after exercise. No place to hide and slack because the class consisted of Gera and I, only. The other 2 girls weren't around. But it was definitely fun, I've missed dancing so much and I think I'll start going back on a weekly basis to build my strength back up.

Went to Ann Siang for some shop, shop, shopping after that.(:
Outside Egg3.

Got really hungry after that so Gera and I looked for somewhere where we could grab a bite. Found this little bistro place called EdenCafe if I'm not wrong. And we ordered...
Otah Bruschetta. Which was really thick, juicy and yummy. There was actually pieces of fish meat inside, not like the usual kind you get.
Chicken salad. This had a really unique taste, I think it was the dressing. The roast chicken was definitely super tasty though!
Gera bought a minature camera. Super adorable no?

So as usual we had to camwhore with it. Did you expect any less? I like how my eye fits nicely into the viewfinder.
See how small it is! We tried taking some pictures, hope it turns out nice. Hahaha.

After shopping a little more, headed over to Clarke Quay to meet the boys. Wanted to go Fisherman's Wharf for Tom's treat but due to the place being full and pretty bad service we decided to head over to Bugis instead, which was just as insanely crowded! Ended up walking to Indulgz and try the place out. There was a corner table, perfect for us.

Think the place was understaffed so we had to entertain ourselves while waiting ages for our food.
Oh yes Arabian nights... Please don't look at my bad eyebags. =/
Tom looks so happy that his food's finally here.
Ed's photography skills are improving. I like this picture tons.(:
Pretty packed eh?
Christine's apology for making us wait so long for our food. 3 different samples of wine. Well they were actually giving them out in smaller glasses, but for us she gave actual wineglasses. White wine for Tom, sparkling wine for me and red wine for Ed.
Tom's rare Hawaiian fish. LOL. Pretty good!
Ed and I shared a seafood platter.
And we shared this too. Tom had a little. This was FANTASTIC. Honey glazed chicken. Gosh I think I could eat two platefuls of this. The flavour practically bursts out in your mouth. It's really good. Blessing in disguise that the Chilli Chicken dish wasn't ready yet, and so they gave us this from their old menu instead. Gotta love it.

Asked the cute waitress to take pictures for us.

Crossed back over to Bugis for dessert because Ritz Apple Strudel was already closed by the time we were done with dinner. Oh yummy brownies, waffles and ice cream. Apparently SJ saw me but he didn't come over to say hello. Gah! Please say hello next time, you won't be disturbing me I promise. Would've been super glad to see you. (((:

They sent me home after that because I had church the next day, and then headed to Home Club. No pun intended for the second time. Heh.

For those people that don't believe that I'm able to eat ALOT. This would probably change your perception. Monday during lunch, I ordered Yong Tau Foo. Asked the lady not to forget to add my noodles in because the last time, she forgot and I had to go back for it. I think she misunderstood me and thought I meant I wanted extra noodles. So my total bill came up to $4.40, and it came out in a huge bowl. I was pretty shocked but not until I started stirring it around did I realise that I had practically 80cents worth of bee hoon in there which is practically equivalent to half a packet probably?

However, I did manage to finish every single thing, as you can evidently see in the "After" photo. And everyone started applauding me. Yes, pretty impressive eh?

Anyway, I just feel like griping about something that has got me increasingly frustrated recently. Not just me for that matter. LOL. Can't stand people who make use of others for their own gain, and then chuck them aside like an unwanted rag doll after they feel that they can't squeeze any more 'benefits' from them already. Especially how they would sugar coat their words and suck up to you when they need something from you. Disgusts me. Ugh. Makes me wonder who my true friends really are. Please stay away from me, I honestly don't need friends like that. And helping you out doesn't make me feel good, it makes me pity you for being such a gutter rat. Frankly speaking, I'd appreciate it much if you'd just fck off. Merci beaucoup, and please pardon me for being a bitch this once, because I think I've been too nice for far too long.

(:

Everything's changing out of what I know.

Back from the dead.

2008-07-02T23:28:00.008+08:00

I think you guys must've thought I died and went to heaven or something. HAHA. Anyhow, I'm back, and I've pictures from the past few weeks and all the time that I've been away on shoot. It's been exhausting sleeping only 2 hours everyday and working 16 - 17 hours. Tests all your determination and will power. Suffered from really bad throbbing migraines nearing the end of the week. Don't ask me how I survived becuase I honestly have no clue. It's been pretty bad. No social life whatsoever. Got me really down in the dumps.

Some pictures from that fantastic night at Yoji.

The rest are all from the last week's shoots.
I had to dress Louye up in this tux. Sheesh. Pretty difficult especially when everything was too big for him. Plus I've never helped someone wear a tux with the cummerband, bow tie and cuff links before. Think I did a pretty spiffy job.(:

And then to Ian's house to shoot Nic's home scene.
And as you can tell her family in the show are really into taekwando and fighting.
One of the days I had to act as a prefect with Marie. Hurhur. Don't like the uniform. Think it makes me look fat and it's so not flattering. I look hell tired, especially with no makeup and the lack of sleep. And because I wore a cap, my hair's all plastered to my forehead. Sigh. But I still took a picture, because I don't get to look like a school girl and act as an extra everyday. LOL.

Wednesday I was on off, went for a much needed facial and then met Ed for dinner at Sakae. We ate till we were fit to burst. And you see that soft shell crab hand roll there? I ate the soft shell crab and we ended up stuffing it into a napkin wrapper because we simply couldn't bring ourself to finish it anymore. But damn, we ate a lot for just two! Plus we weren't all that hungry.

Went shopping after that, and got myself a pair of shorts and a dress from Mango. Made me a happy girl, because I haven't bought anything in months. And that's a pretty big feat for a person like me.(: I need to shop more. Need to.

Back to work Thursday. S & M shots at Fajar Sec.
Love me, love me. Love me tender. Love me sweet.
Kinky much?^^
Jade and Max are hilarious.

Going to shower now and to bed. Trying to catch up with all the sleep I've lost. Goodnight loves!(: Promise to blog more often from now on. The worst of it is over.

Spend my days with you. Spead my nights thinking about you.

Making love out of nothing.

2008-06-22T23:08:00.007+08:00

The server's being a bitch today, and everything is moving at a snail's pace. Like my poor overworked lappy is not slow enough. Frustrating much. Anyhow, this will probably be the last blog entry that you'll be seeing in awhile, because I've got 12 hour shoots everyday next week, with the exception of the scared off day on Wednesday.

Caught Crimewatch just now, and YAY TOM YOU DID GOOD! So proud of you. Heard from Prasad and Devi that you really got into character and stuff. So awesome. You'll probably will get more roles now. You can give me my treat say, when we're both free or something. KTHANKS! Did anyone catch Incredible Tales too? Because I was the voice over for one of the demons who possessed the woman! LOL. Yes, I wonder if you guys did recognise my voice. ((:

Airsupply concert was pretty darn good. Sorry Jon, about the last minute change...would've definitely been more fun if you could come. I could actually recognise a few of the songs they sang. And I gotta say wow, at the amount of energy and lung power they still have at such an age. Amazing indeed.
Took some pictures. They were hard to take, because I was sitting quite far back, and when I did run all the way to the front of the stage, I had to struggle my way through and try my best to hold the camera steady and snap while fending off annoying hands coming my way.
Took this, and obviously I forgot to zoom out before taking the picture. I think it's hilarious how all the different coloured plastic frames are standing out though. HEH.

After the concert, Simpang for supper and my Dad dropped me at Bedok MRT Station, where Ed picked me up in a cab. Went to pick Tom up, and then headed down to MOS after. Met Shaun outside, and we just hung around for a bit before Gene brought us in. No guest list that night, bummer. Which meant we had to pay cover, but it's all worth it for Yoji.

When he started playing about 12-ish, went to the front to take pictures. OMG. Talk about trend setting. He was wearing 2 sets of lashes. One red pair on his eyebrows, and another long thick black paif on his eyelids. Didn't get the chance to ask where he got his lashes from, or I would. Shu Umera prehaps? Heh.
Shaved one side, blonde hair on the other.
Favourite picture.
He's always super concentrated.

Realised one thing about Yoji, he always plays for the crowd. And I have to say, he was really beyond fantastic. It just kept getting better. Like I thought I'd get bored of pure hardstyle for 4 hours, but he was really really good. Like Ed says, two words...fcking good. If I were to plot a graph, the line would keep going up and never come down.

Saw quite a number of people there yesterday too. Darryl Soh, Joel, Mervyn and I can't remember who else. HAHAHA. Gotta say I did enjoy myself though.

And because we were trying to imitate this Malay dude who had his pants rolled up real weird... Featuring Gene. Ed, you don't know how to aim the camera properly uh?
First you cut Gene's head off.
Then his feet...
This was when I decided to take over. LOL. Perfecto.
Mervin. Met him by chance when I got to my usual dance spot at Smoove. Haven't seen him in such a long long time.

Realised I hadn't taken much pictures at all during the entire night, so we went on a total camwhoring session for the next few minutes. Gotta wait for the pictures from the professional photographers from those ever increasing number of party sites to come in. Please send me if you guys have any. I look really tired, and I was...because my hand kept shaking, the pictures were off so in the end I got Ed to take the pictures instead.

Favourite pictures are of the first 2. Cool light streaks. Maybe due to my shaky hands as well, and slow shutter speeds. And my fringe is so long now, I can channel the whole "I'm an emo kid look at my hair covering my face" thing. Last picture's the most proper.

Also, I badly need to shop! I haven't bought a single thing in months. I do not exaggerate. Am fast running out of new threads to wear. Running out of ideas to put things together. It's not even funny. Damn, sucks missing out on the whole GSS. Think I'll probably go Wednesday.

My 3 weeks of hell starts tomorrow. Need to go prep. Oh bother. I'm going to miss having lunch in the canteen with the rest, no matter how boring the food gets after awhile. Stay safe folks!

Two less lonely people in the world. And it's gonna be fine.

Hanging by my fingertips.

2008-06-21T16:12:00.008+08:00

This week's been pretty slack. But that I thank God for, especially after reading a few texts that woke me up today. Anyhow, met Joel up for dinner in town Thursday night. Like finally. It's been 6 months. Haven't seen him in ages, he's still the same except for new ink prehaps.

Dinner at pepper lunch, then we just walked around, talked a lot, bitched a lot, laughed at people a lot and discussed the art of water bomb throwing at the 9th story of Shaw House. Pretty fun indeed. We definitely should try that out sometime soon.
Him kicking my car. Pfft. And he thinks I should get rid of Big Bird, but I like Big Bird. He's cute!
Always making funny faces he is.
Because he claims he hates the camera.
Think this is the best one! (: My car makes for a good backdrop I think!

Friday was Asra's birthday. And poor Prasad and I had to brave the high blazing temperatures and drive all the way to Thompson Plaza, in order to get the cake and present. Then Marcus had to bitch to everyone that nobody made an effort for his birthday, which is incredulous because Glen treated him to lunch, Hui Xun, Xue Lin and I accompanied him the night of his birthday for dinner and even got him surprise brownies. So we had to walk back to get a present for him too. Got him a monkey pillow. Suits him no?

Didn't bring my camera down with me but we had Devi's trusty N95 phone. Better than nothing.(:
Asra cutting the cake...
Me helping with the plates.
The wind was so strong that day, it was insanely hard to light the candles. Everytime I lit the candle it'd go out after a few seconds.
Clockwise: Asra, Pauline, Marcus, Charm, Devi and Kalai.

I'm so sorry that this had to happen. At the last minute. Was looking forward to next weekend. The surprise. And now this has to happen. I know you've carefully planned for it, and put effort into finding out the details... Just waiting for me to confirm that I'd be free. But now that it's foiled, and I've found out what the surprise was about, I'm so disappointed and frustrated that they dropped the bomb on me at this instant. I'm sure you're feeling as let down as I am, that your surprise has been thwarted, of sorts. Le sigh. Trust me, if I could change anything or even have the shoots start a week later I would. ):

Once again, I apologise.

Not gonna have a life for 3 weeks. Which is pretty disheartening. Was actually looking forward to meet my girls to discuss the HK trip. Now I doubt I'm gonna have the time. Especially if I'm working 12 hours a day, practically every day of the week. Kill me please?

Shall let loose this weekend. Probably the last one I can enjoy, for now. Air supply concert later, followed by Yoji @ MOS. Hardstyle baby. Just what I need. Shopping tomorrow prehaps? I need some new clothes. I need some retail therapy. Moody much. ):

I'm out.

Don't let go. Never let go.

Do you think time will pass me by?

2008-06-16T21:39:00.015+08:00

I had the most exciting and fun filled weekend I've ever experienced in a long time. Feels good to have freedom. Too good. I could get used to this. Not having people to nag you to come home and an interrogation session before I leave the house. Sickening. Not like I'm not a responsible girl.
Charlene's awfully chocolate cake. Cute right!

Was Marcus' birthday last Thursday. We went out with him for dinner. Turned out he had the company of 3 girls. Like a dream come true eh Marcus? LOL.
Sucking on a fry. What else did you expect?
He ordered steak.
I shared fish and chips with Xue Lin because I wasn't all that hungry.
Hui Xun's tuna salad. She was feeling really sick.
And his 'birthday ~~cake~~ brownies'. Touching eh? It was a surprise for him!
Look how sick Hui Xun and I look. Quite a bad photo.Plus Marcus' and my face got cut off.

Friday was Hui Xun and Xue Lin's last day. Sad!! They ran around giving out notes, chocolates and taking pictures.
Met Ed at radio gate, so I got him to take a picture for us. Especially since the sky behind was so darn pretty.
And the other side of the sky.

Made our way to Dempsey's PS Cafe for dinner. I parked right beside it, only to tell Ed I didn't know exactly where it was and when I opened the car door I saw the sign. Voila. Charm you are so smart sometimes. *GRIN*
Ed and his fish.
Encrusted in coconut. There was this weird tasting sweet thing below it.
My roasted chicken penne in tomato light cream sauce. Pretty good, just gets pretty filling after awhile.

Weren't supposed to take photos of the food actually, the waiter came up to tell us. But he was really nice and offered to take a photo for us.((:
Afterwhich we tucked in hungrily.

Dropped by Cine after because Ed wanted to pass Max something. Then over to Zouk to say hello to Lilian and Nana. Bumped into Alex Chew and Dillon. Bet there were more of my friends around. Just didn't get to see or say hello to them. Decided to head down to MOS after that because Tonia was there. Really didn't feel like paying cover for Zouk anyway. Plus I'd go join my bestie anytime.

Saw quite a number of people at MOS. Ton's friends. Taufiq. Hana and Ain. Can't remember who else.

Didn't manage to take that many pictures at MOS, though I brought my camera down. Only these 2. I think there's some at whosgoing, or some other photo website. Just lazy to find.
With Tommy, Ed's friend who joined us. I look so drunk. When I don't even drink. LOL.
With Ed.

Left MOS about 4 in the morning. Went to Simpang for supper and I got super duper tired and stoned after that. But I managed to get home safely.(: Fell asleep straightaway at 7.30a.m.

Xiao Long Bao. A must-have!
My la mian with mushroom and pork sauce.
His pork chop and rice.

After dinner, went to the PC fair to check out the Sony Vaio that Ed was interested in getting. Such a pretty little thing. He went back with his parents the next day to get it. Lucky dude. Pfft.

Went to buy donuts and ice cream and headed off to Chan's place after.
Eat, drink and talk cock.
Crazy, crazy people. And they hadn't really started drinking yet.
Wanted to take a picture with my favourite two, but Marcus came behind and spoilt it... =/
So we took another. Today's the first day at work without them, and I'm missing them already.
Nobody can beat Marcus when it comes to pouty lips.
Oops. CANDID!
Pauline, Kalai, Chan, Janice, Xue Lin, Charm, Devi, Prasad & Hui Xun.
Posing at Marcus' car. Gosh he always is ever so cheeky.
They were playing Indian poker just as I was leaving.

After that met Ed, and we took my darling to the beach. He was so excited. And he attracted a lot of attention just be sticking his head and paws out of the window. One couple even pulled up at the stoplight next to us, rolled down their windows and asked if he was a shih tzu. Then the woman squealed so cute, before zooming off. Funny.
Darling got tired, so Ed had to carry him. Doesn't he look adorable?
Then we got super tired...so sat down at some bench, munched on chocolate pocky and rested.

Dropped Jackie home and went over to Ed's to watch Underworld. Pretty good show, a genre I like. Though some parts were pretty gruesome. Fell asleep after. With contacts and make up on. Yes I was tired.

Sunday we slept in till about 4pm in the afternoon. Well actually I did wake up at intervals earlier. Don't know why either. Usually I'd be able to sleep all the way through with no problem at all. HAHAHA. Weird. I think since work started, I've gotten used to sleeping say 6 - 7 hours on the average.

Went for yong tau foo at Tampines central before I headed home to bathe, change and meet Ed's fam for dinner at Prego. After all it was Father's day on Sunday and my family wasn't in town either.(: Although I wasn't that hungry after the huge bowl of yong tau foo a few hours ago, I still managed to eat some.

My minestrone soup. I like the breadstick like thing.

Clockwise : Prego's speciality pizza. Cod fish pasta. Seafood aglio olio linguine. Spaghetti vongole.

After dinner, Ed's parents went home so we walked around aimlessly and ended up at one of my favourite chill out places. Esplanade.
Fullerton's pretty ain't it?
Ed has this inspiration to suddenly take a picture for me at this angle because he said it was really nice. Not too bad eh?
Took another. This one's as if I'm contemplating to commit suicide. The question is, to jump...or not to jump?
Then I took one of him being an emo kid.
Photoshoot worthy yes? Nice lighting and windswept hair.

Tired much. I'm coughing like a sick dog and my stomach hurts. Going to sleep now. The medicine's making me awfully drowsy. Goodnight loves.

You know I'll walk a thousand miles, if I can just see you tonight.

Accumalation's bad for the soul.

2008-06-11T04:20:00.015+08:00

So I know I've not been updating as regularly. Not that I don't wanna blog though, it's simply because I honestly don't have the time and energy to do so upon coming home. Been on daily consecutive shoots and it's making me super shagged and contributing a catalyst to me falling sick. Am nursing a bad flu/cough and a slight fever as I write this post.

It sucks trust me.=/

Alrighty, let's get on with this. You guys have waited for me to blog for so long already.
Malt candy that Hui Xun got us when she came back from Taiwan. Thanks babe!
My sister after her makeover. Damn pretty that's what she is. Was actually supposed to be me going for the makeover. But due to time constraint and the voucher going to expire, I sent her for the eyebrow trimming and makeover session at Estee Lauder. My mom went too.

Some pictures from the shoots so far.

First day of the Singapore OK shoot. I got tanned. Ugh. Ugly tee tan lines hello? Wasn't feeling well already and being out in the direct hot morning sun made me super dizzy and I kept having to sit down for fear of fainting.

Daren and Jason.
Temporary respite when the sun goes behind the clouds. There was a rainbow, but my camera can't seem to capture it.
Erica so cute!
The dolly that was working and the jib that was spoilt.

Walking out of Mediacorp one day, I noticed the pretty sky. Don't you think it's beautiful? All the colours blended so artfully together.

8th of June was my youngest sister's birthday and we had dinner at The American Club Saturday night. With cake of course. And we still have another cake from Awfully Chocolate in the fridge. Gosh, I feel the calories piling on already.

Charlene's 8th birthday.

Sunday I woke up super early for a very tiring long day of shoot. Felt so tired throughout the whole day, I can never get enough sleep...
Skaterz. We interviewed the Cheung Brothers. Think this was called the slalom competition or something. Effing awesome! Wish I could skate like that. It's been ages since I bladed actually.

Last location was KM8 at Sentosa. They were playing trance, so there I was trying to shuffle in the sand and getting sand all inside my chucks. HAHA.

While waiting for the lights to be set up, we were bored...So we took pictures.(: Charm, Jason & Daren. So mood, so romantic... HAHAHA! *inside joke*
Fire poi-ing. Bloody cool or bloody cool?!?!
Moonlit picnic much.
Children's vox pops are pretty difficult to do. Tough to elicit answers from them. And they're very camera shy.

I'm done, time to finish my dinner, bathe take my medicine and sleep early after that! Night all.(:

Start of something new.

Better stop, better run away.

2008-06-03T23:03:00.014+08:00

Friday I went with Kel to the FHM finals. Went to support his bestie Cordelia. So she signed us in, guest list and all. Was pretty cool actually. By the time we got there, and after getting some Coffeebean to sustain us till after the event, it was question and answer time already. We had an adventure didn't we Kel? And see I told you I don't bite. (x

Jonathan Leong sang. His usual, Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol.

Pictures are in random order. Much to lazy to sort and sift through all the photos, plus I'm really tired. Only got a few hours of sleep last night. But it's all good. I'm FINE. ((:
Corde moved. Therefore blurry image.
And she looks super cute doing the thumbs up sign here.
You go Corde!!!!
Ooooh hot male model?
The Muttons hosted the event.
2nd runner up. Eileen? Is that her name.
Corde didn't win the the title of FHM Girl Next Door. But we know she would've won it if she didn't grab all the other titles. ^^ You were awesome. She won Ms Peppelicious and Ms Photogenic. Also was 1st runner up. In my eyes, she's a definite winner already!
Mandy Soong emerged tops!

Top 10 finalists.
Soulmate we always take the coolest photos together. Kel, you know which one's my fave.(:
Met some colleagues from Mediacorp there.
Pretty, pretty Corde and I.(:
Corde and I both have our heads tilted the same way. Kel you're out of place please!

After the event, went to pick Ed from his camp all the way at freaking Lim Chu Kang which is so scary and deserted at night. Especially with the surrounding cemetries and stuff. Thank god for trance music and Kel next to me. Phew, anyway...we eventually found our way in and then headed to a coffeeshop near Kel's place for dinner/supper. Chilled out and chatted till it was pretty late and I decided if we didn't make a move I'd fall asleep right there at that instant.

Saturday met Ed for dinner and a supposed shopping trip which didn't happnen in the end. But it's alright because we got to talk quite a bit. Got some grocery shopping done. Stock up for my office and the upcoming shoots. Energy bars are a must.

Ton wanted to meet me, so waited for her to come down after her friend's birthday party. Hung out outside Raffles City's taxi stand and we talked non stop for an hour or so.
Masquerade.
With the bestie. So good seeing her again after ages ago at the seafood dinner we had when I first started internship. 2 months ago perhaps?
Ton took so many pictures of us, but I still prefer the first one(: Partly because it's the clearest.
Ton and Ed. I take such clear photos as compared to those they took. Tsk, tsk..

Today I saw Tay Ping Hui on my way out of the Audio Post, and he smiled at me. *Gasp* I gave him a cool smile of my own. Then I saw Julian Hee as well. We exchanged eye contact. Heh. Sometimes, I really love my job.(:

Wanna say thank you to 3 people especially. Thanks Ed for being my pillar of support. Kel, soulmate you always there for me. Ton darling, telling me not to cry only makes me cry all the more harder. What would I do without you guys. *BEAMS* It's been hard on me a of late and I'm sorry to burden you guys with my problems. But to know that people around me care is enough. And I'm glad.

Need to sleep right about now. I'm supposed to sleep early. Also, I wanna get rid of them eyebags. UGH. Gotta sleep as much as I can now, because once shoots start, I doubt I'll be getting enough rest. Stay strong kiddos!

Just remember I can be poison.

Doesn't mean I'm in love tonight.

2008-05-29T21:42:00.004+08:00

Favourite poke buddy on facebook. Spot the 'human error' [I quote him!!] in the text though. HAHAHA. Your silliness never fails to make me smile, thank you Mosey!(:

One of the days where I gave Lilian a ride. I look super tired, try sleeping for only 3 hours and working for a whole day. But yes I've finally decorated my car. Yellow feathers a la Big Bird from Sesame Street.(: Will take a picture of the whole car once I get the bumper repaired. For those who don't know already, I got into an accident. Not my fault though, damn you Lancer whose driver was so impatient. My poor baby's now hurt. =/ I'll probably send it for repairs this weekend or something.

Am extremely stressed with work. Not going into details here, won't wanna get into trouble. But I'm praying so hard that I'll have the strength to cope with everything that's headed my way. Please don't irritate me during this period, I will flare up for sure. I get so irritated at the slightest thing now. My tolerance is usually pretty high, though I can't say it's stable now. But I know I'll be able to count on some people to be there for me though. So yeap, I can do this. I always get through. Go Charm.

Very, very extremely tired, so I'm going to take my shower, get ready for my very long day tomorrow and sleep. I deserve the rest. I need it. FHM finals tomorrow with Kel. Night.

It felt so wrong. It felt so right.

You think you know me.

2008-05-26T21:30:00.003+08:00

This is going to purely be a rant and rave post. Bear with me. Also, this is NOT a personal attack on anyone, it's my blog so I am free to air my views.

Benny Ho was the speaker during sermon at church this past Sunday. And what he spoke about seems really applicable to what I've been going through of late. It's things I already know, just needed someone to voice it, and that he did. Problems either make or break you. It's up to you to come to whichever conclusion. And honestly, I agree that God won't put you through trials and tribulations if he thinks you can't take it. Turn to him instead of trying to work it through yourself. Though it seems like I've not been through that much 'shit' to put it bluntly...people who know me well should know better. Sure, on the outside it seems like life's smooth sailing and I'm always smiley and it's all good.

Well, I'm telling you now that it's really not the case. Everyone has their own fair share of trouble, and I can safely say that I do get more than most. But then again, there's always some one worse off than me, and I've come to appreciate every single glimmer of hope, friendship and love that I receive. Mistakes made, lessons learnt. You grow up faster than you should. You'll be stronger at the end.

Regarding another matter... Friendships are of high importance to me. Yes, as is family. But that's another story for another day. I view friendships with respect, especially close knit ones. They matter. It hurts me and disappoints me sorely when the effort and time I put in friendships all go to waste when they break apart and we stop talking just like that.

If I can put in the effort, I don't see why the other party can't. Is it that I don't mean enough to you? I won't ask more than I can't give. Don't give up on me just like that. That's all I ask. Just to keep in contact, and not to forget my existance.

Not much ain't it? (:

I have to go write my e-journal now. Though I've no idea what to write since all I've been doing is the same old stuff everyday. Which doesn't require THAT much brain activity really.

In the end, it doesn't even matter.

White Lies Champagne.

2008-05-24T22:55:00.008+08:00

Washing a car sure is a work out. And it gives you wrinkly hands. I'm going be getting a lot fitter if I keep this up every fort night, running around doing errands at work and going to the gym. Which isn't a bad thing.(:

Anyhow, been sometime since I blogged again. Friday went for facial in town, then dropped by Wisma to meet Lilian and Nana before going to meet Ed. It's been ages since I saw Nana. Good to see you babe. Seems like your internship is so much more beneficial than mine.

We took a picture of course. Slightly shaky though.=/

Went to watch Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull. Not too bad for a 4th show. Usually, it gets worse. I like that they inject humour at random parts. Also I heard that Harrison Ford did 90% of his own stunts. He is in fantastic shape for someone his age. Impressive no? Shia Labeouf looks decidedly sleek in this show too. Better than in Transformers in my opinion. LOL.

After the show, went up to Ed's place for a bit because he wanted to pass me some thing, and I realised that my shirt matched the couch. So "safari" inspired.

I like! Doesn't look like it here but I was perspiring madly here. Fatfatfat face.
Like the colouring here, and the flare from the flash. But it's kind of blur. =/
Without flash.

The some thing I went up to collect. I wonder if it tastes good! Reminds me of Strawberry Daiquiri. Temptation's indeed in all of us. It's just whether you decide to act on it or not. Self control's important, definitely. Thanks Ed, and for the other surprises too.(:
And one extra picture from ReadySetGlo with Aoki that I forgot to upload from my camera.

GSS has started! I'm supposed to feel really excited about it, but looking at the stuff in the shops recently I wonder if I'll find anything I like at all. Shall be patient though, its only the start of the sale! Meanwhile, I'll save up... So when I finally find something I want which is reasonably priced, *SNAP* I'll take it.

Sigh, my tummy hurts and I don't know why.): Feel's like gastric, but I've been eating pretty regular so that shouldn't be the case.

Oh wells. Sleeping early tonight there's church tomorrow and I don't wanna be late again. Or be so tired. No more accidents from now on please. Tata!

But I know if I stay then your use will become abuse.